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[dreamin4better]

All I have to say right now is that no matter what, no matter how low i get, you all have pushed me lower. My diary is my life, and u all have punished me for it. I have said it many times, dont read it if it bothers you, but you all kept reading it. Doesnt matter anymore i guess anyways. So i guess im gonna end this journal on one final note. You

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All I have to say right now...

[ataris23]

Is stop bitching! It's really getting old hearing about how horrible we are to you and how we are all against you. I didn't particularly enjoy reading yer livejournal entries saying "fuck you" to all of us when I didn't do anything to you. I'm really sorry that so much shit happened to you, I agree that you've had a really rough time but ya know what, you need to fucking deal with yer problems instead of blaming everyone else. I had nothig to do with what happened to you the night of the winter formal, I felt bad when I found out what happened and when I found out that you thought I had something to do with it. I really wanted to make it up to you so I wrote you a whole long note about how sorry I was for what happened and whatnot but ya know what...I decided that you didn't deserve to get my appology. You rant about how we all hate you and do mean things when in reality, yer the one that hurts everyone cuz you just go on this "I hate you" spree when you suspect something without ever confirming it's validity. You really need to learn to not assume shit or yer gonna end up wrecking a lot of relationships. Ya know, I have never been able to stand up to you when you've hurt me, never, I've always felt bad for you cuz of yer parents and whatnot so when you hurt me (which there were countless occations) I let them slide and went right on being yer friend. I even fucking stood up for you for the longest time during this whole steven thing when people were saying shit abou you, but you know what...I'm fucking done! You dont' care, you don't appreciate anything, so I just dont' care anymore. If you want to hate me for no reason, by all means go ahead but don't expect me to just let it slide by this time. I really shoulda stood up to you and told you how you hurt me three years ago in eighth grade when you completely ditched me. Do you know how many hours I cried over losing you????? Pretty much everyday after school, I would call my mom and cry to her. I caried that with me through ninth grade and was in horrible depression the whole year. Then this year, I let you back into my life, no catches, never bringing up what happened because I was just glad we could be friends again. But whatever, it obviously doesn't mean a whole lot. So I hope that you figure everything out and do alright with everything that's bothering you. And I'm sorry that I've caused you so much pain and I will do everything I can not to cause you anymore.