Sluggish
So after hearing a bit of news, I wasnt totally expecting, Im just been going through the Cancer emotions. A little of anger at myself and a little sadness.
I havent been sleeping well since I got back from Chicago, mostly because I have been working so much during the day and not falling asleep until like 1 or 2 am. Then I am up at like 6-7am and Im just exhausted.
I am pissed at myself for getting caught up in the idea of something between Kevin and I starting to develop. At the same time I am sad because I let myself get caught up in all. We're still going to be good friends and such when I am up there.
So its like how to I go back to being a cold hearted asshole instead of the feeling tender romantic idiot I am. Gosh I sometimes hate being a Cancer because so much of the emotions I portray or the way I am is so redundant of a Cancer.
So yeah that's my little rant for today before going to Target to work another night. I am glad to be off tomorrow night from them. I can clean my apartment and do some laundry.
I havent been sleeping well since I got back from Chicago, mostly because I have been working so much during the day and not falling asleep until like 1 or 2 am. Then I am up at like 6-7am and Im just exhausted.
I am pissed at myself for getting caught up in the idea of something between Kevin and I starting to develop. At the same time I am sad because I let myself get caught up in all. We're still going to be good friends and such when I am up there.
So its like how to I go back to being a cold hearted asshole instead of the feeling tender romantic idiot I am. Gosh I sometimes hate being a Cancer because so much of the emotions I portray or the way I am is so redundant of a Cancer.
So yeah that's my little rant for today before going to Target to work another night. I am glad to be off tomorrow night from them. I can clean my apartment and do some laundry.