May 16, 2005 13:06
chorus show was amazing.
its very sad tho...my last chorus show..im graduating i will never do that chorus show ever again. it feels so weird. it was amazing tho.
lots of people came to see me. my mom and my brother came, monique richards came,cory's parents came, jessi, cambrin and byron came. it was just an all around cool day.
i went to eat breakfast at cory's house yesterday morning. i love them they are so awesome, we watched a tour of cory's apartment that he sent them on video. it was so cute. cory acts just like a missionary. its very attractive.
then i came home and byron came over and we hung out a bit. then i went to the chorus at 6:00 and he waited in line with jess and them until 6:40 when they opend the doors. what a nice guy. lol yea well they all got good seats for being there early so yea i bet it was worth it.
anyhoo, after the chorus show byron came over to my house until he had to go home. we ate pizze outside sitting in the driveway then we sat on top of his car and just talked. i am so glad i am still friends with that kid man, we can just talk about anything and it feels nice just being able to talk about really deep things. we just click. we have an awesome friendship.
things have been pretty good these past few days. i am content.
haha well there is this one thing that i heard about that amuses me...but it doesnt really phase me i am perfectly happy, its just that other people are immature. dont u think its funny how a guy will try to get a girl she just wants to be friends bc she deosnt want something liek that and then he keeps persuing it and then he finally agrees to just be friends, bc his ego is crushed and he didnt get what he wants, but they say it all nice like "i dont want to lose ur friendship blah blah blah" so u think everything is cool and u get a burden off ur back that u dont have to worry about, but then u find out that theyve been telling everyone that they ended things bc they couldnt take it anymore and acting like they ended things with u when it was actually the other way around from the very start to begin with...and u were the one that always just wanted to be friends, and they wanted a relationship.
man some guys can be so immature. they get their ego crushed bc they dont get someone and then bam they act like they dont care and they become all "big and bad" and then when they find out that u are amused they get even more mad...haha that just shows that they are being defensive. oh boy. interesting. sounds like a repeat of what, um 8th grade? yeah...pathetic. the funny thing is that i have no trouble being super tight friends with someone after i dated them..look at byron...me and him are still so close. that is how i can tell that with this guy its all him bc after all, he is the one all bothered by it. we didnt even HAVE a relationship. we dated. thats it. none of this is bothering me im over it actually i was never upset by it so i guess he can just be all big and bad @$$ and he can be upset about things. thats his choice. but i can say it doesnt show his maturity very well. things wouldnt have worked out anyways if he is that immature. if he wants to be my friend ghe can but if he would rather be miserable its fine with me, no skin off my nose. ok so im done talking about that.
kimmy is coming to visit soon! or, shes goingto try. i miss her so much she is the best sister ever. we always have so much fun!
only one more week of school left so much awesomeness! i dont have to take any finals at all bc i am an honor grad so yeah yeah! we r basically doing nothing this nect week because it is senior week. a week dedicated to us sexy seniors. we r so spoiled. we get dif senior activities all week. my mom went to the school friday night bc that was locker decoration day and she decorated my locker with a colloge of pictures and then she left presents in the locker. i dont know what she got to she didnt tell me yet. monday will be exciting to see.
seminary graduation is tonight and i have to give a 5 minute talk. i already wrote it, it will be a piece of cake. this sexy guy named byron helped me find stuff and this morning i got up and put it all together and created an incredibly awesome speech. lol sexy.
well im out this entry is getting a little too long