merry christmas corey...
unfortunatly, sometimes the best way to love some one is to let them go forever....no matter how bad it hurts your heart, no matter how much it makes you cry, and no matter how hard you want to try to make things work...you just cant. Wether its becuase you are too afraid to hurt them, or to get hurt by them...no matter how muchyou know that you could be the one ... the only one, to bring them so much happiness and treat them like no one else ever will, or ever has...that you could be the one to make everything okay even just for a second in his world gone mad. But becuase you have that power...you have the ablities to make them more miserable than all of those other girls...and you dont want to be the one bring that misery upon them. or have them bring it to you. Corey..i loved you then, i love you now, and i will still love you tomorrow...know that. You said no more being sorry, so i won't say it. I'll just feel it every day, and hope that you know im thinking about you, and wishing you all of the best in this world. Wishing it could be different, but knowing it isn't and that its my fault. My choice. you deserve so much, and as much as i want to be the one to give it to you.... i just have to let you go. I love you. i always will...