I hate not being able to slow down and appreciate things. At a time where all I want to do is sit around and just reflect with all the people I've known in the past year, I'm hustling and bustling around campus, getting ready to leave and studying like a madman for my exams. There are too many things for my mind to focus on. All the friends, the relationships, the reckless nights, SHIT. But I can't think about those things. If I went down that road, I would be fucked. It would eat up all the precious time which I need to prepare for exams. So I'm going to block it out until Sunday. After that, I'm going to bake a teddy grahams cake, have a blood orgy and just bask in nostalgia.