i have been thinking
lately i havent been updating for a while because i have been trying to get my thoughts straight.
so lets update!! 27th-i dont remember but it probably wasnt fun anyway!! 28th- was my brothers 21st birthday and he lives in new jeresy :( i miss him but i called him and babysat all day two kids oo so much fun!! 29th- i babysat and took my world history sol again because i failed it the first time and i found out that i failed again :( i wasnt thinking about it too much and the weird thing is i tryed studying too o well i think sols are stupid anyway and i have to take a fast track tutoring program thing on july 26-30 and get to take my sol over again on august 2 for the third time oo joy!! 30th- babysat and went outside and my parents left for connecticut for a week. and i was really upset with my dad when he got home he didnt even say hi or anything and then he didnt even say bye or i love you when he left but vicki did which is weird becasue he is my father and she isnt my mother i dont know my dad has been gone so much i dont even really know him too well!! pretty sad but he always works and leaves me and my brother here with vicki you guys know thats fun (being sarcastic)!! july 1st- well honestly last night was fun i did some things i shouldnt have but no regrets at all it was fun a lot of fun!!!! and i babysat and ent swimming
but in between those days somewhere vicki yelled and yelled and yelled at me and josh and she kept calling my brother stupid and retarted and all these mean names and i kept trying to say some thing but everytime i did she just shut up for a couple seconds and continued and she really pissed me off and then one night we were eating dinner and vicki kept yelling at me and my brother and my dad said " are yall done yet " and vicki said "tell your kids to listen" he said "why? shouldnt have to im never here" at leats he knows he is never here and everytime vicki has said " me and your father" i always say something like "how can it be you and my father when my dad is never here?" or " dad only hears what you tell him not the whole thing" and all this other shit but she really pisses me off alot and so does my dad my dad has changed ever since he married her!! :( i really dont like her and my life has changed so much and i know i never had anywhere to live before here but im kinda missing my mom my real mom. but then again i dont i dont even know its complicated. but lets see last night i stayed up all night talkign to my wonderful friend cassidy untill like 1:30 or 2:00 in the morning and before that we had a little fun with this guy online he says he is 18 but i dont think he is and he told us to call him and we did and his answer machine picked up but i just found out he called the cell number i gave him last night its all kinda funny actually. well today hopefully is a good day ill let you know later!! me an d my firend might either go to the beach or mall!!
so lets update!! 27th-i dont remember but it probably wasnt fun anyway!! 28th- was my brothers 21st birthday and he lives in new jeresy :( i miss him but i called him and babysat all day two kids oo so much fun!! 29th- i babysat and took my world history sol again because i failed it the first time and i found out that i failed again :( i wasnt thinking about it too much and the weird thing is i tryed studying too o well i think sols are stupid anyway and i have to take a fast track tutoring program thing on july 26-30 and get to take my sol over again on august 2 for the third time oo joy!! 30th- babysat and went outside and my parents left for connecticut for a week. and i was really upset with my dad when he got home he didnt even say hi or anything and then he didnt even say bye or i love you when he left but vicki did which is weird becasue he is my father and she isnt my mother i dont know my dad has been gone so much i dont even really know him too well!! pretty sad but he always works and leaves me and my brother here with vicki you guys know thats fun (being sarcastic)!! july 1st- well honestly last night was fun i did some things i shouldnt have but no regrets at all it was fun a lot of fun!!!! and i babysat and ent swimming
but in between those days somewhere vicki yelled and yelled and yelled at me and josh and she kept calling my brother stupid and retarted and all these mean names and i kept trying to say some thing but everytime i did she just shut up for a couple seconds and continued and she really pissed me off and then one night we were eating dinner and vicki kept yelling at me and my brother and my dad said " are yall done yet " and vicki said "tell your kids to listen" he said "why? shouldnt have to im never here" at leats he knows he is never here and everytime vicki has said " me and your father" i always say something like "how can it be you and my father when my dad is never here?" or " dad only hears what you tell him not the whole thing" and all this other shit but she really pisses me off alot and so does my dad my dad has changed ever since he married her!! :( i really dont like her and my life has changed so much and i know i never had anywhere to live before here but im kinda missing my mom my real mom. but then again i dont i dont even know its complicated. but lets see last night i stayed up all night talkign to my wonderful friend cassidy untill like 1:30 or 2:00 in the morning and before that we had a little fun with this guy online he says he is 18 but i dont think he is and he told us to call him and we did and his answer machine picked up but i just found out he called the cell number i gave him last night its all kinda funny actually. well today hopefully is a good day ill let you know later!! me an d my firend might either go to the beach or mall!!