everyone is stressed!!!!!!!
i have been reading evryones journals and i relaized that im not the only one that has freaken stress!!! is there some type of curseon us that has made us have this? if so i dont like it at all and it needs to end soon. my stress includes:
school
friends
family
people
ex boyfriend
drama
me
my house
just evrything in my life
it really sucks. why cant i get over all this? the one main thing that is giving me this is my ex boyfriend!! i guess since i am only fifteen i dont really know what LOVE is but i feel like i LOVE him and i didnt want to let go!! it is so hard bc he goes to a different school and we barely see each other hes grounded so he cant talk on the phone! evrytime i get online and he is on we talk for maybe 2 minutes and then he signs off. the other day i found out he likes someone else. i guess i cant get mad becasue i do kinda like someone also. but he doesnt know that i know he likes someone his friend bobby told me! which ,ight i add unforunately he liek sme and that is just making everything worse!! why do boys have to be so COMPLICATED? i dont think i am ready for LOVE or COMMITTMENT evryone keeps telling me that im only 15 i shouldnt have to worry about LOVE but its hard not to you know? but im rambling and yall probably dont really care about my GUY problems considering the fact you have some of your own. i just had to get it out. it feels better now that its down on something other my mind!!
life is so COMPLICATED evryone always says high school is suppose to be fun i havent really seen any yet the only type of fun i ahve seen is in the DRAMA department i love EVERYONE in it with out yall id be so lost
oh yeh side comment: liz i miss you being in at least one of my classes this year you always made me smile and happy i miss you!! i hope we get closer this year!! you make me smile :) i love you!!! im going to stop before i get teary eyed!!(i have been so emotional lately i hate it)
love you all have a great weekend yall!!
school
friends
family
people
ex boyfriend
drama
me
my house
just evrything in my life
it really sucks. why cant i get over all this? the one main thing that is giving me this is my ex boyfriend!! i guess since i am only fifteen i dont really know what LOVE is but i feel like i LOVE him and i didnt want to let go!! it is so hard bc he goes to a different school and we barely see each other hes grounded so he cant talk on the phone! evrytime i get online and he is on we talk for maybe 2 minutes and then he signs off. the other day i found out he likes someone else. i guess i cant get mad becasue i do kinda like someone also. but he doesnt know that i know he likes someone his friend bobby told me! which ,ight i add unforunately he liek sme and that is just making everything worse!! why do boys have to be so COMPLICATED? i dont think i am ready for LOVE or COMMITTMENT evryone keeps telling me that im only 15 i shouldnt have to worry about LOVE but its hard not to you know? but im rambling and yall probably dont really care about my GUY problems considering the fact you have some of your own. i just had to get it out. it feels better now that its down on something other my mind!!
life is so COMPLICATED evryone always says high school is suppose to be fun i havent really seen any yet the only type of fun i ahve seen is in the DRAMA department i love EVERYONE in it with out yall id be so lost
oh yeh side comment: liz i miss you being in at least one of my classes this year you always made me smile and happy i miss you!! i hope we get closer this year!! you make me smile :) i love you!!! im going to stop before i get teary eyed!!(i have been so emotional lately i hate it)
love you all have a great weekend yall!!