i never update ne more- its cool
hmm this is wierd- i used to update atleast every other day-
now im just confused and have absolutely nothing good to say
i wish i could start this year over im guna recap my downfall
september: fuckd up royaly-
: lost the best guy
: found a new guy<3
: fell for that guy
october : fell even harder for him
: hung w/ him as much as i cud
: smiled & laughed every day
: enjoyed every moment of life
november : hung w/ my gr8 guy alot
: did all my school work
: maintained a 91 average
: stayed out of trouble
december : lost my perfect guy
: got in trouble again
: stopped caring again
: began lying alot again
january : fought w/ my parents alot
: bombed my midterms & regent
: lied to my parents everyday
: hung w brad & lee so much :)
feburary : found a guy i thought i loved
: hung w/ brad & lee alot less
: fuckd up things w/ that guy
: had a awesome time in a/c w katie
march : completly gave up on school
: forgot i was a diabetic :(
: began fighting with lee alot
: rekindled things with parents
april : i cant remember most of it
: lied more & more to parents
: had a upset @ the doctor
: got a 89 average :( :(
may : stopped fighting w/ parents
: got strep // missd 3 days
: startd hangin w/ lee more
: decided to make a change
so thats where im at- i miss the beginning of the year-
i was so happy now i just sit here thinkin bout my sad life
ive ruined so many good friendships this year and i gota apologize
kerri: i dk what happened to us & im sorry-
we used to be so close now we dont even talk.
I love being w/ u b4 class nd sharing my bagels
i miss sitting up talking bout random things &
obbessing over the boys we liked & miss so much
i miss hanging out all the time & laughing bout
what we used to do like duck games & walks
or water pong & bottle bowling i mean seriously
how many other people do you know do those things?
Im really sorry i let this happen to us- i love u
james: i love you more than i have any other guy
we have became pretty close this year but its not
lasting & i can tell that- i dk whats going on w/
us any more- i just miss in the beginning of the
year when we wud chill & watch movies like losers
we have to start hanging more- i love you kiddo
jessica: u changin schools shudnt have seperated
us at all- but it has... i now talk to you about
kelly clarkson or mean girls not about people in
our school or our classes i really miss you and
just want you to know that- i love you jessy ton
lee: we only met this year but we became so close
we shared so much from december-feburary and now
we barely talk- i love our rides home where i try
to sing and u just pretend im good- or me screaming
because i think were guna get in an accident- your
my best friend & id be lost w/o you xox <33 yah
there are other people but i dk what to say so
this year has had its good times & its bad times
but mostely its been full of really bad times
im done for today- mayb il update like friday
tomorrow i have lauren browns sweet 1six
its guna so much fun & i cant wait so yeah
now im just confused and have absolutely nothing good to say
i wish i could start this year over im guna recap my downfall
september: fuckd up royaly-
: lost the best guy
: found a new guy<3
: fell for that guy
october : fell even harder for him
: hung w/ him as much as i cud
: smiled & laughed every day
: enjoyed every moment of life
november : hung w/ my gr8 guy alot
: did all my school work
: maintained a 91 average
: stayed out of trouble
december : lost my perfect guy
: got in trouble again
: stopped caring again
: began lying alot again
january : fought w/ my parents alot
: bombed my midterms & regent
: lied to my parents everyday
: hung w brad & lee so much :)
feburary : found a guy i thought i loved
: hung w/ brad & lee alot less
: fuckd up things w/ that guy
: had a awesome time in a/c w katie
march : completly gave up on school
: forgot i was a diabetic :(
: began fighting with lee alot
: rekindled things with parents
april : i cant remember most of it
: lied more & more to parents
: had a upset @ the doctor
: got a 89 average :( :(
may : stopped fighting w/ parents
: got strep // missd 3 days
: startd hangin w/ lee more
: decided to make a change
so thats where im at- i miss the beginning of the year-
i was so happy now i just sit here thinkin bout my sad life
ive ruined so many good friendships this year and i gota apologize
kerri: i dk what happened to us & im sorry-
we used to be so close now we dont even talk.
I love being w/ u b4 class nd sharing my bagels
i miss sitting up talking bout random things &
obbessing over the boys we liked & miss so much
i miss hanging out all the time & laughing bout
what we used to do like duck games & walks
or water pong & bottle bowling i mean seriously
how many other people do you know do those things?
Im really sorry i let this happen to us- i love u
james: i love you more than i have any other guy
we have became pretty close this year but its not
lasting & i can tell that- i dk whats going on w/
us any more- i just miss in the beginning of the
year when we wud chill & watch movies like losers
we have to start hanging more- i love you kiddo
jessica: u changin schools shudnt have seperated
us at all- but it has... i now talk to you about
kelly clarkson or mean girls not about people in
our school or our classes i really miss you and
just want you to know that- i love you jessy ton
lee: we only met this year but we became so close
we shared so much from december-feburary and now
we barely talk- i love our rides home where i try
to sing and u just pretend im good- or me screaming
because i think were guna get in an accident- your
my best friend & id be lost w/o you xox <33 yah
there are other people but i dk what to say so
this year has had its good times & its bad times
but mostely its been full of really bad times
im done for today- mayb il update like friday
tomorrow i have lauren browns sweet 1six
its guna so much fun & i cant wait so yeah