ummm my sis..rocks...so there!!!
Yea so I know I promised I was going to post pics of the vacation..but of course...no one cares..so they can wait. Well I do want them up soon for my sis to also see too. So speaking of my sweetie of a sister, I'm just going to post the few pics I took today when we went to Boston to visit Solveig. The other pics will come tomorrow night.
Well I will try to not go into too much detail for today.
Got up at 8 am, dropped Yuna off...paid freakin' 40 bucks to get her inspected!! fucking expensive now! She passed. I thought I was going to go get some sleep coz I only got the night before 3 1/2 hours of sleep...coz...i couldn't shut my mind off again. Yea...it's getting worse. Even with Marc's shirt on my face it didn't work..and the same today after I got back from dropping off my car..I couldn't sleep, so I had breakfast and then talked some with mom. I'll go into that next time, coz I'm really tired.
Basically at 2 pm we left for Boston. Traffic was insane getting in. I thought it was because all the freshman are moving into the colleges in Boston. Nope...after a while, we find out KISS 108.1 FM was having their "at the charles concert". Well that's a big radio station in Boston, so I knew they must have had someone good lined up for it. So I guess we found out where to go with sis later on in the day.
We get to the hospital, they searched us. I didn't know it was a psycheward she was in. So after that we went to look for her when Solvs tackled me from behind. yea...that was great and scared the shit out of me! I guess she really missed me that much. Yea..I miss her sooooooo much tooo!!
So we talked, I showed her pics on my camera. She loves the necklace Marc got me, and my new candies shoes and my purses. Also the ones I got her she likes. After a while it was time for her to get food. So we went downstairs to the caf with her to have dinner.
After dinner we took off with solvs and the wheelchair. Paps was pushing that thing like crazy. Well turns out today was a Red Sox game right at Fenway. Talk about trying to get through THOSE crowds in a wheelchair. yea...it was interresting, but fun. So we walked and walked..and talked.
At the river I took over the wheelchair for a bit, and sis and I got to talk about stuff. After we were on the swings for like a few minutes, we kept going to want to check out the concert...I had no clue who was playing. We started to hear the music....and after a while..I was like..."uhhh sis that sounds like Jesse McCartney" and she's like "wasn't he on Summerland??" I'm like "oh yea he was..and did Beautiful Soul and She's no you!" When I finally realized who it was..I guess I got really excited. LOL hopefully not too much, I hope sis realized I can over do it sometimes.
It was a good work out for me too. I jogged over there in my flip flops and pushed sis wheelchair. That was fun. So we got to the bridge where we could see him. Sadly we didn't get too close, but I think Solveig enjoyed where she was. I had a blast...especially when he sang "She's no you" which is my favorite song of his. We were there for a full hour. I really do think that Sis and I had a blast and I could tell that mom and paps were happy too, to see us girls having a good time together. Honestly...it looked like something this family really needed.
After that was over, we started rushing back at 8 pm. She had to be back by 9 pm. Yea..I pushed for a little more..and we saw all these fancy houses. Then paps takes over...and I walk with mom when I see one of these bumps in the road. I thought I went over it completely. Uh...yea...that didn't happen. I get caught in it and fly straight on my bad knee and hands. Plus I ripped my sandal. Yea....pain..lots of pain..pain on top of the sinus pain i've had ALL DAY!!
So mom walked back while I hobbled back. She wanted to get a cab, but I stuck to it. All the way past Newbury street, Fenway Park, Emmanuel and Simmions College all the way to hospital. I made it back on foot. booya! Once in the car..I past out. lol
So yea...I really think today went great. I sometimes have a hard time knowing if Solveig TRUELY had a good time...and I wish she would tell me if she didn't like what we are doing...but I have this feeling that she did actually have fun today. I mean she got to be outside for quite a while..and hell...enjoy great music outdoors..for free! I just want sis to be happy again. I know she wants us all to be happy again, but I want her happy just as much.
I really wish the school will let me move home next semester. As I keep talking more and more with my parents..I realize it would be better for me. Less stress, plus I can focus on student teaching, plus spend some actual time with my sister and the rest of my family. We want to rebuild our family to be like it used to be. Plus...if I were to live at home..I will be going to counseling about stuff. So I can use that too. Okay...I really need to sleep..these meds are making me pass out. At least they are taking away the pain.
Hell it was worth it!!! That kind of stuff is worth it for my sister! I love that girl sooo much!! She's so strong and awesome!! Okay...here are the pics.
weee it's Fenway Park!! before the game started.
the front of Fenway...can you tell..with all those fans there that they are getting ready for a game??
pruuuuty Charles River!
yes..I know it's hard to see..but that little blob is Jesse McCartney!! Damn Camera for not having proper zoom!! The concert was still great.
heee me and my sis..enjoying that concert!! ^_^ my sis rocks <333333
we took another one. we were on the ramp to cross when he came out again and did another song. lol..
you can sorta see the stage..lool must invest in better camera!
one more pic! then it was back to the hospital!
That was fun. I had a fun time pushing my sis! Plus...I could use the movement, so it's all good.
Okay..bedtime...now!! coz I'm falling asleep like crazy. Long day ahead of me. Yes..that means back to Keene I go. Ugh...I hope my room isn't in a too bad of a condition. Maybe I should have Sandra switch on the A/C before I get there...that way it's cooled off by the time I get there. Hmmm....
bed now..me!! I love you baby soooooooooooooooooo much! Oh yea..speaking of that quickly...I guess sleeping won't be that easy anymore...grams of course had to wash everything in sight. To me the rule is..if it's on the floor it's dirty, if it's on the bed, don't touch it. Well..you can guess what grams did...she washed the shirt Marc gave me to cuddle with coz it smelled like him! It didn't dawn on her why I would be mad about that...ohh...right coz I for shits and giggle brought this big shirt with me for no reason at all. I just want to remember and smell my boyfriend whom I miss like crazy. Bah! So Marc is going to send me another one. YAY! Just mad she did that.
*hoogles* miss you all! I love you sis!
night night everyone ♥
Well I will try to not go into too much detail for today.
Got up at 8 am, dropped Yuna off...paid freakin' 40 bucks to get her inspected!! fucking expensive now! She passed. I thought I was going to go get some sleep coz I only got the night before 3 1/2 hours of sleep...coz...i couldn't shut my mind off again. Yea...it's getting worse. Even with Marc's shirt on my face it didn't work..and the same today after I got back from dropping off my car..I couldn't sleep, so I had breakfast and then talked some with mom. I'll go into that next time, coz I'm really tired.
Basically at 2 pm we left for Boston. Traffic was insane getting in. I thought it was because all the freshman are moving into the colleges in Boston. Nope...after a while, we find out KISS 108.1 FM was having their "at the charles concert". Well that's a big radio station in Boston, so I knew they must have had someone good lined up for it. So I guess we found out where to go with sis later on in the day.
We get to the hospital, they searched us. I didn't know it was a psycheward she was in. So after that we went to look for her when Solvs tackled me from behind. yea...that was great and scared the shit out of me! I guess she really missed me that much. Yea..I miss her sooooooo much tooo!!
So we talked, I showed her pics on my camera. She loves the necklace Marc got me, and my new candies shoes and my purses. Also the ones I got her she likes. After a while it was time for her to get food. So we went downstairs to the caf with her to have dinner.
After dinner we took off with solvs and the wheelchair. Paps was pushing that thing like crazy. Well turns out today was a Red Sox game right at Fenway. Talk about trying to get through THOSE crowds in a wheelchair. yea...it was interresting, but fun. So we walked and walked..and talked.
At the river I took over the wheelchair for a bit, and sis and I got to talk about stuff. After we were on the swings for like a few minutes, we kept going to want to check out the concert...I had no clue who was playing. We started to hear the music....and after a while..I was like..."uhhh sis that sounds like Jesse McCartney" and she's like "wasn't he on Summerland??" I'm like "oh yea he was..and did Beautiful Soul and She's no you!" When I finally realized who it was..I guess I got really excited. LOL hopefully not too much, I hope sis realized I can over do it sometimes.
It was a good work out for me too. I jogged over there in my flip flops and pushed sis wheelchair. That was fun. So we got to the bridge where we could see him. Sadly we didn't get too close, but I think Solveig enjoyed where she was. I had a blast...especially when he sang "She's no you" which is my favorite song of his. We were there for a full hour. I really do think that Sis and I had a blast and I could tell that mom and paps were happy too, to see us girls having a good time together. Honestly...it looked like something this family really needed.
After that was over, we started rushing back at 8 pm. She had to be back by 9 pm. Yea..I pushed for a little more..and we saw all these fancy houses. Then paps takes over...and I walk with mom when I see one of these bumps in the road. I thought I went over it completely. Uh...yea...that didn't happen. I get caught in it and fly straight on my bad knee and hands. Plus I ripped my sandal. Yea....pain..lots of pain..pain on top of the sinus pain i've had ALL DAY!!
So mom walked back while I hobbled back. She wanted to get a cab, but I stuck to it. All the way past Newbury street, Fenway Park, Emmanuel and Simmions College all the way to hospital. I made it back on foot. booya! Once in the car..I past out. lol
So yea...I really think today went great. I sometimes have a hard time knowing if Solveig TRUELY had a good time...and I wish she would tell me if she didn't like what we are doing...but I have this feeling that she did actually have fun today. I mean she got to be outside for quite a while..and hell...enjoy great music outdoors..for free! I just want sis to be happy again. I know she wants us all to be happy again, but I want her happy just as much.
I really wish the school will let me move home next semester. As I keep talking more and more with my parents..I realize it would be better for me. Less stress, plus I can focus on student teaching, plus spend some actual time with my sister and the rest of my family. We want to rebuild our family to be like it used to be. Plus...if I were to live at home..I will be going to counseling about stuff. So I can use that too. Okay...I really need to sleep..these meds are making me pass out. At least they are taking away the pain.
Hell it was worth it!!! That kind of stuff is worth it for my sister! I love that girl sooo much!! She's so strong and awesome!! Okay...here are the pics.
weee it's Fenway Park!! before the game started.
the front of Fenway...can you tell..with all those fans there that they are getting ready for a game??
pruuuuty Charles River!
yes..I know it's hard to see..but that little blob is Jesse McCartney!! Damn Camera for not having proper zoom!! The concert was still great.
heee me and my sis..enjoying that concert!! ^_^ my sis rocks <333333
we took another one. we were on the ramp to cross when he came out again and did another song. lol..
you can sorta see the stage..lool must invest in better camera!
one more pic! then it was back to the hospital!
That was fun. I had a fun time pushing my sis! Plus...I could use the movement, so it's all good.
Okay..bedtime...now!! coz I'm falling asleep like crazy. Long day ahead of me. Yes..that means back to Keene I go. Ugh...I hope my room isn't in a too bad of a condition. Maybe I should have Sandra switch on the A/C before I get there...that way it's cooled off by the time I get there. Hmmm....
bed now..me!! I love you baby soooooooooooooooooo much! Oh yea..speaking of that quickly...I guess sleeping won't be that easy anymore...grams of course had to wash everything in sight. To me the rule is..if it's on the floor it's dirty, if it's on the bed, don't touch it. Well..you can guess what grams did...she washed the shirt Marc gave me to cuddle with coz it smelled like him! It didn't dawn on her why I would be mad about that...ohh...right coz I for shits and giggle brought this big shirt with me for no reason at all. I just want to remember and smell my boyfriend whom I miss like crazy. Bah! So Marc is going to send me another one. YAY! Just mad she did that.
*hoogles* miss you all! I love you sis!
night night everyone ♥