SHOCK
I write this because I was about in total shock from the conversation I just had… If it makes no sense why this is such a big deal, read earlier entries, but here is the convo… and keep in mind I didn’t even look to see if he was online, that’s how far I have come, not wanting to be cut deeper from knowing he most certainly was not online, as he hadn’t been at all since he left… but HE im’d me!!! Totally out of the blue… I cant freaking breathe… okay I can, but I feel like I shouldn’t be able to… this is just… can’t explain… here… just read the convo… and keep in mind there is a delay on messages getting to my phone, so some stuff is confusing…
C: Chris
T: Tacy
C: hi
T: Hey!
T: How you been?
C: Good, what have you been up to?
T: just school, I just finished up fall semester
C: really? That’s great!
T: What have you been up to?
C: Just working
C: I have to run to the gas station can I get back to you in 10?
T: Did you get my text about my new cell number?
C: No
T: well… its 801-814-6122
T: just so you have it
C: ok. I will be back in 5 or 10
T: K
C: t;.. …:.. i l
T: What?
C: Back
T: Hey! Well… welcome back!
T: You guys enjoy the gas station?
C: I’m back
T: I don’t know if these are getting to you cause my phone is weird… Can you text?
C: T
C: It’s snowing so bad
C: guy s ?
T: I don’t know if you went with someone… lol
T: Chris?
C: yes
T: Let’s do that then… There isn’t a delay in messages…
C: oh ok no
T: Okay…
C: I hate text messaging, this is easier
T: okay, but there may be a delay in my answers to you
T: so what else is going on? Staying warm?
C: I hate it here, the people suck
T: are you still scheduled come back here in Jan or did they extend your tour for longer?
C: prob be Feb
T: well, if it is as bad as you say it is, good thing you will be leaving soon
C: yes it is
C: What else is going on with you?
T: Since classes are finished, not much, just getting things in order for my study abroad next summer
C: where at?
T: You won’t believe this, but North Hampton, England
C: That’s awesome!
C: I lived about twenty minutes from there.
T: Another friend of mine is also from Birmingham and offered to take us around
T: My friend, Martin, says Birmingham is that far from N. Hampton, were you about that far or in another direction?
C: in a place called _______, you should look it up!
T: I will! I cant right now though, but I will…
T: I don’t know what the rules are there or anything, and I don’t want to bother you, but is there an address I can send a Christmas card to you at?
C: That’s cool, but I am going to have to goto bed
T: Work in the morning, I know… And you loving your sleep… :P
C: There are no rules. I am just tired
T: Okay… Well get some rest and let me know about that address if you want, hit me up if you see me online again
C: I’ll send my address later
C: I have to go.
T: It was really good to hear from you, bye
C: ok I will
C: bye bye
** Note: when I started to write this I found I had lost the middle section of the convo, so I remembered it as best I could, but couldn’t remember his hometown name… I will get it from him again… this is a good night… sigh… I can’t think things and get my hopes up at all… I should just think of Michael…
C: Chris
T: Tacy
C: hi
T: Hey!
T: How you been?
C: Good, what have you been up to?
T: just school, I just finished up fall semester
C: really? That’s great!
T: What have you been up to?
C: Just working
C: I have to run to the gas station can I get back to you in 10?
T: Did you get my text about my new cell number?
C: No
T: well… its 801-814-6122
T: just so you have it
C: ok. I will be back in 5 or 10
T: K
C: t;.. …:.. i l
T: What?
C: Back
T: Hey! Well… welcome back!
T: You guys enjoy the gas station?
C: I’m back
T: I don’t know if these are getting to you cause my phone is weird… Can you text?
C: T
C: It’s snowing so bad
C: guy s ?
T: I don’t know if you went with someone… lol
T: Chris?
C: yes
T: Let’s do that then… There isn’t a delay in messages…
C: oh ok no
T: Okay…
C: I hate text messaging, this is easier
T: okay, but there may be a delay in my answers to you
T: so what else is going on? Staying warm?
C: I hate it here, the people suck
T: are you still scheduled come back here in Jan or did they extend your tour for longer?
C: prob be Feb
T: well, if it is as bad as you say it is, good thing you will be leaving soon
C: yes it is
C: What else is going on with you?
T: Since classes are finished, not much, just getting things in order for my study abroad next summer
C: where at?
T: You won’t believe this, but North Hampton, England
C: That’s awesome!
C: I lived about twenty minutes from there.
T: Another friend of mine is also from Birmingham and offered to take us around
T: My friend, Martin, says Birmingham is that far from N. Hampton, were you about that far or in another direction?
C: in a place called _______, you should look it up!
T: I will! I cant right now though, but I will…
T: I don’t know what the rules are there or anything, and I don’t want to bother you, but is there an address I can send a Christmas card to you at?
C: That’s cool, but I am going to have to goto bed
T: Work in the morning, I know… And you loving your sleep… :P
C: There are no rules. I am just tired
T: Okay… Well get some rest and let me know about that address if you want, hit me up if you see me online again
C: I’ll send my address later
C: I have to go.
T: It was really good to hear from you, bye
C: ok I will
C: bye bye
** Note: when I started to write this I found I had lost the middle section of the convo, so I remembered it as best I could, but couldn’t remember his hometown name… I will get it from him again… this is a good night… sigh… I can’t think things and get my hopes up at all… I should just think of Michael…