Who am I to disagree?
It's been getting worse these past few days. I try to keep myself busy ... keep my mind occupied, but it's no use. If I stop for a moment there is an unbearable loneliness weighing down upon me.
It's almost been a year now. I'm no longer any good at being alone. Once you've known once what it is like to be loved, it's so much harder to live without it. I think that old saying is full of shit, because I rather would have never loved at all. At least that way my nightmares wouldn't have a face.
I don't want to go to sleep ... the dreams have been getting worse. Even in my sleep I can't escape. Things never work out.
It's almost been a year now. I'm no longer any good at being alone. Once you've known once what it is like to be loved, it's so much harder to live without it. I think that old saying is full of shit, because I rather would have never loved at all. At least that way my nightmares wouldn't have a face.
I don't want to go to sleep ... the dreams have been getting worse. Even in my sleep I can't escape. Things never work out.