p.s. i dont know, rantings and ravings of nothing specific
Hello Children!
I have soooo much swirling threw my mind right now. But it doesnt really bother me. I think that I can handle all of it. You know what. Heather has been talking to this guy (that I used to like) and from what she is telling me and what he has said to me about her it almost sounds like he likes her. Which kinda sucks for since I liked/kinda still like him now. But it's like he doesnt even see that. Ugh! I dont know if he ever will know that I like him. He's alot of fun to hang out with though. So even if I just stay his friend then that will be just as good cause he is an awesome person. You wanna know the best part of him?!? Of course y'all do. Not that he is in sports or anything like that (though its a cool perk cause now i have an excuse to go and see the games) but his eyes. Oh my gosh they are so pretty! They are the bluest blue you ever have seen. I have something about that in my AIM profile. It says: In your blue eyes......I could stare for hours and not get tired. And I dont think that he knows thats about him. I am making big changes for the last couple weeks of summer. Its for the start of school. I wanted to shock everyone haha. But I feel soooo good about myself. Friday I am getting my hair cut, colored, and highlighted. It's gonna be a light brown with blonde highlightes. I dont want to make the cut to diffrent cause I like how it looks. I have been changing my room. It looks awesome. Been hanging out with better friends then what I did. Been dressing diffrently very cool. Mainly rock edgyness, haha it wont look that cool until fall and winter when i can wear my boots and that jazz. The music that I have been trying to write has become kinda edgy as well. I love it. And lately I totaly love that fact that I have been able to eat whatever I want and not gain anything. Haha I love that tew. So my summer revamping is almost complete and I am going to miss finding out what I love and stuff like that. It was sooo much fun doing that all summer. This summer has been really pretty good except for a couple areas but hey nothing...not even me...is perfect. But I dont regret anything,.....so far. Hahaha. So yes minor minor details that arent completly right but oh well. I dont know what else to put in here. Oh yes hopefully this week I will either be getting a laptop or a new computer hopefully a laptop. And hopefully I will be in drama again soon. I have also been shopping so I have gotten some kick @$$ clothes that I am very proud of that can go in my new revamped room wahaha! Well I guess I will be going. Talk to y'all later on updates in my life!!
Love as always,
~*Jess*~
ps I will tell you more when you get back Heather! Have fun on your trip!!!
I have soooo much swirling threw my mind right now. But it doesnt really bother me. I think that I can handle all of it. You know what. Heather has been talking to this guy (that I used to like) and from what she is telling me and what he has said to me about her it almost sounds like he likes her. Which kinda sucks for since I liked/kinda still like him now. But it's like he doesnt even see that. Ugh! I dont know if he ever will know that I like him. He's alot of fun to hang out with though. So even if I just stay his friend then that will be just as good cause he is an awesome person. You wanna know the best part of him?!? Of course y'all do. Not that he is in sports or anything like that (though its a cool perk cause now i have an excuse to go and see the games) but his eyes. Oh my gosh they are so pretty! They are the bluest blue you ever have seen. I have something about that in my AIM profile. It says: In your blue eyes......I could stare for hours and not get tired. And I dont think that he knows thats about him. I am making big changes for the last couple weeks of summer. Its for the start of school. I wanted to shock everyone haha. But I feel soooo good about myself. Friday I am getting my hair cut, colored, and highlighted. It's gonna be a light brown with blonde highlightes. I dont want to make the cut to diffrent cause I like how it looks. I have been changing my room. It looks awesome. Been hanging out with better friends then what I did. Been dressing diffrently very cool. Mainly rock edgyness, haha it wont look that cool until fall and winter when i can wear my boots and that jazz. The music that I have been trying to write has become kinda edgy as well. I love it. And lately I totaly love that fact that I have been able to eat whatever I want and not gain anything. Haha I love that tew. So my summer revamping is almost complete and I am going to miss finding out what I love and stuff like that. It was sooo much fun doing that all summer. This summer has been really pretty good except for a couple areas but hey nothing...not even me...is perfect. But I dont regret anything,.....so far. Hahaha. So yes minor minor details that arent completly right but oh well. I dont know what else to put in here. Oh yes hopefully this week I will either be getting a laptop or a new computer hopefully a laptop. And hopefully I will be in drama again soon. I have also been shopping so I have gotten some kick @$$ clothes that I am very proud of that can go in my new revamped room wahaha! Well I guess I will be going. Talk to y'all later on updates in my life!!
Love as always,
~*Jess*~
ps I will tell you more when you get back Heather! Have fun on your trip!!!