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Apr 19, 2005 23:32

I know I didn't do anything. It's hard to believe that someone can break up with you when you didn't do anything wrong, but I truly don't believe I did. I just wish I could find someone to love me for me. One day I will.

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dreamers3 April 20 2005, 14:17:54 UTC
That was harsh Alex. I'm sorry if the reason you left hurt me, and the fact that I couldn't get over it within 48 hours. If I really meant as much as you always said I did to you, you would have given me more of a chance. I do not ask you to always stand up for all of your brothers, just your big. If you had a good relationship with him you would be able to say something to him, especially for someone you love. I never asked you to run after me, simply to give me a hug, apparently that was to much to ask. If you were that willing and ready to break up with me, it was nothing I did. You thought with you heart the first time you left me, and your head the second. Whichever one wanted you to leave is the one you used. Obviously there was something wrong to begin with. You did like me before, I think you are the one who didn't want this to work so you stopped trying. I can't even remember when the last time I had to say hi wisconsin was. Blame it on me all you want but you have some unresolved issues in your head. The first time you broke up with me you contradicted yourself every five minutes. And no it was not just me who thought so, I showed kim the convo (I wanted to make sure I wasn't losing my mind), and without me saying anything she just said that you were not making any sense, that you kept contradicting yourself. So to come back to me then break back up with me two days later is something that I did not do. I know how it works, you came back and realized you made a mistake so you made a huge deal out of something that shouldn't have been. I am sorry that I cared enough that what you did hurt me to the point where I couldn't jut forget it two days later. You never gave me the chance. And honestly, I don't want to be with someone who is that ready to break up with me. I do deserve better, regardless of whether or not you believe that any longer. I do hope you find happiness, whether it be with Kayla or someone else. I will, it will take time, but next time I will be more selective. Take care. And damn you for taking the MnM's last night, I could have used some j/k :-D

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