Apr 15, 2005 11:49
10. I took Ice Skating lessons for 4 years. By the time I stopped I could do one footed spins and a full rotation in the air.
9. I have kissed my best friend, a female. It was a paid dare, we both got $20. I will admit, if I got paid $20 I may be tempted to do it again, its not like its anything that odd.
8. Guys have always liked me. I never figured out why. I'm such a dork. I never used to see it, people always told me, I've started to take notice though.
7. I have done Ecstacy...more than once
6. I love to drive fast! Although most of you know this, you probably do not know that I could die happy if I got the chance to go to Europe, rent a Lamborghini and drive on the Autobahn.
5. In middle school I used to literally be the biggest dork EVER. I would get to school two hours early and sit by myself and read. This may be the reason I don't like to read that much anymore.
4. My dad took custody of me when I was 6. I did not see nor talk to my mom from that point until I was 11.
3. The main reason I don't want any children is because I remember a time in my life when I wish I had never been born, that my dad had won and I had been aborted. I couldn't imagine bringing another life in the world that felt the same way. I found out later on my mom at one time thought the same thing, as did her mom. Chances are my child would feel the same way and I don't think I could stand having them feel that way.
2. I was with Tommy for two years. He was the first person I ever really loved (second I said I love you to). I like to pretend that I don't want to talk to him and that I don't care about him anymore. But in all reality I don't like it when he calls and tells me something bad because there is nothing I want more than to drop everything and go and take care of him. To hold him, and hug him, and tell him everything will be okay. I try and convince myself I don't care about him that much, and that other people can easily take his place, but no one ever will. I can never give someone a hug and have as much feeling in it as our hugs do.
1. I love my dad more than anything! I want him to be happy more than anything. I also want him to remarry so if any of you know any single women around 50 (preferably younger) please let me know, we can do some match making!