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So spring break has basically come and gone. I can't say I did much until friday, which is when I went down to South Beach. It was sooo much fun!!! Spent that day on the beach, went out to dinner, watched the guys walk by, then rested before going out for the night. But brilliant me and such, didn't realize that you have to be 21 to get into ANY club in South Beach! So in spite of them not letting me into the clubs, I sat down at a restaurant with Katie and my mom and ordered a Pina Colada, and drank it! So the conclusion I came to is that I can't get into a club to dance (not drink, I just wanted to dance), but I can order an alcoholic beverage and could have gotten drunk, I didn't but I could have. My mom says I need to get a fake ID so I can go back and get into the clubs (god I love my mom!). Sunday was super! I honestly do not think I have EVER seen so many drop dead gorgeous guys in my life. Talk about eye candy, YUMMY! But once again brilliant me didn't put on any sun screen and had to get out of the sun. So that pretty much put an end to it, we went out to lunch again but eh. I was finally back to my own car at about 10.
After I got back I went to see my ex. That is never ever fun. I got to see Karma though. But Tommy gave me a note, taking the blame for us breaking up and basically saying he loves me and will never love anyone else and he misses me and wants nothing more than for us to get back together. I'm really not sure how to explain to him that I just don't want to be with him, I've tried to explain it but he doesn't understand. I, for the first time, went over there and had no urge to want to be with him again, I realized the old cliche of I love you but I'm not in love with you. I wish he could move on, I want nothing more than for him to be happy.
Today I got up at 8, I was told we were going to go to the beach. But its almost noon now and Alex is still not in Tampa. Kinda pisses me off since I left my parents for basically no reason now. Oh well, thats life.
I gotta get my act together for being back in school...Alex is finally here, hmmm wonder if we are still gonna go?....Laterz
After I got back I went to see my ex. That is never ever fun. I got to see Karma though. But Tommy gave me a note, taking the blame for us breaking up and basically saying he loves me and will never love anyone else and he misses me and wants nothing more than for us to get back together. I'm really not sure how to explain to him that I just don't want to be with him, I've tried to explain it but he doesn't understand. I, for the first time, went over there and had no urge to want to be with him again, I realized the old cliche of I love you but I'm not in love with you. I wish he could move on, I want nothing more than for him to be happy.
Today I got up at 8, I was told we were going to go to the beach. But its almost noon now and Alex is still not in Tampa. Kinda pisses me off since I left my parents for basically no reason now. Oh well, thats life.
I gotta get my act together for being back in school...Alex is finally here, hmmm wonder if we are still gonna go?....Laterz