Feb 18, 2008 22:37
Ok, I'll admit it.
The real reason I am upset with everything in my life... is due to the fact that I might be getting married some time in the not so far off future and I have no one to invite. No bridesmaids, no ushers, no captain or judge to do the ceremony. No place, no caterer. No theme, no colors. No flowers, no flower girls. No ring, no date. No friends.
Just Dixie Dog and Anthony and a pile of papers to grade and laundry to fold.
I know what kind of wine I want. And I really want a captain of a pirate ship to do the ceremony. I think that is ok for an atheist wedding.
So there it is. I am just as shallow as any other average person. no allure, no mystery. Just normal stuff.
I have become the man. (A student told me I was the man one day. It hurt my feelings. I am not the man.)