regret

Oct 15, 2007 22:41

I don't want to teach school tomorrow!

I had today off and I realized how sweet the college life was. And it only ended a few months ago.

I had a conversation with a buddy who lives in the building next to mine, well I realized something. I dislike teaching. He asked me how it was going, and I told the truth. It is very hard to get up in the morning and know without a doubt that the people you are trying to help do not want it. Not only that, but they  aren't learning anything. I'm not moving any mountains , or shaping young minds. I am a babysitter.

I wonder, if I stop trying to shake the world into the shape  want if it will stop shaking me.
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