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[dreamerdiva223]

I was kinda pissed we didnt have school today. All in all Clawson is my safe haven to get away from this place called a home. I mean dont get me wrong i love my Dad and Amie and all but with my mom's trial wrapping up and all the other shit its chaos. Anyways i am escaping to the mall tomorrow with either Leah or Clare or maybe both. I love how my two worlds collide so nicely at times and crash at other times. I still havent gotten my permit but dad promises to take me monday. He better stay true to his word this time cuz i got dance tryouts tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. No one really understands how bad i want this. Dance is my thing. Its the only thing i am good at and even that is probably not good enough. I mean no matter what went on in my life i always went back and danced. I turned to it and it saved me. I have my doubles down pretty good and my sutes are pretty fair but i can always improve. Thats what i plan to do this weekend. I swear if it wasnt for Katelyn, Ashley, and Marie giving me advice i would be screwed. Oh well it is late and i cant sleep again. Dad and Amie leave tomorrow night and i still am not sure what is going on after there gone. I think u catch my drift......or not. Talk to you later.

Happy B-Day Beth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!