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I have to get this out of my system. So I went to Ash's party. Which by the way was wonderful. Lena and I of course had fun just doing whatever. Such as watching me fail to do a cartwheel. Still can't do those evil things. Oh and head stands where I fell on my back really really really hard. But all night Lena was trying to sneak a photo of a really nice looking guy without him knowing. I gave her my camera and called it good, I didn't care I didn't need a photo of him. So Lena and I talked with Eric and others and just ran around getting questioning looks from everyone. Heck that is what girls do. When the bugs started to bite we finally went inside, but not before I got bit like 15-16 times. Yet that is when the night got interesting. We played pool where for one sec I could not for the life of me remember how to shot the ball. Don't ask. Than Lena was talking with the young man, who she still hadn't got a really good photo of. They where trying to work on one of those metal puzzles. Eventually somehow I became a part of the conversation. CAN I STATE IT WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!!! He actually talked to me on topics that didn't have to do with cars, other girls he wanted to date, or many of the other normal topics of conversation I have with men. He looked me in the eye when he was talking and he took me seriously. It was the most wonderful feeling in the world. I have never been so happy with a guy. If that is any small hint of what a college guy might be like than I am ready. I like having conversations like I had the other night. Normal conversations where I don't feel as if I am being judged and I can be myself and state what I feel and not be guarded. He asked me what I wanted to be and when I told him he didn't say I was insane. And when I told him people say I should be a lawyer he said he could see me as one. He was so amazing. I am so happy right now.