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Okay oh my gosh the moon last night when I was driving home from work was so pretty. Pretty isn't even an valid word to describe how wonderful it looked. Has there ever in your life been something that has just made you want to give up your life now and be apart of that thing? There has for me. The ocean off highway 1 in California and the moon last night. I wish I could have flown up there and just stayed and watched everyone as there lives went by. Oh stupid dreams stupid fantasies. What are they in the end other than useless? Yet dreaming is what I do best. True none of my dreams I want to come true do.......but what can a girl do other than live out her life and hope there is something out there for her. Or live for moments like last night. Or when I was at UNC and a bunch of leaves where falling off the tree at once and it looked like a curtain of gold falling to the ground. It was perfect. Absolutely perfect........