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[dreamerandpoet]

I feel like this,
I can't say it better than two people.

The first is Tracy Nadolny
ME: I saw Dave today, and another boy i shat on, I watched them and hated them
A lot. They both are happy and in relationships right now. I don't
like them, won't ever like either one of them. But I hate them so much
and every other happy ex in a relatioship. They're about
the most fucked up boys you could meet, and they have somebody.\
Where's someone for me?
TRACY: You could be in a relationship right now,
you're just not willing to settle.

and the 2nd person who gets me
is mr. John; (NOTE: the sex of the singer
has been modified)

I want love, but it's impossible
A girl like me, so irresponsible
A girl like me is dead in places
Other girls feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic

So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough.

- Elton John
Songs from the West Coast.