Sucky Bull Shit
So I lied a little yesterday, I do feel hungry, I just don't eat. I haven't been sleeping well and too many people have noticed that something is wrong, but I don't know what it is. I think I just really need a break. I need a breather and I've been too stressed with school and everything surrounding it. I need to see my friends, hug them, and just forget it all until I'm strong enough to get back up and continue.
This have not been good. I'm sitting at breakfast, starving, and not wanting to eat, though I know I need to. Smiles are forced and the need to cry is strong. Everything is falling apart and the world has dropped from underneath me. I just don't know how to carry on when I have no shoulder to cry on anymore. And when I've already cried to too many people in the past 24 hours.
Why is life sucking so much?
This have not been good. I'm sitting at breakfast, starving, and not wanting to eat, though I know I need to. Smiles are forced and the need to cry is strong. Everything is falling apart and the world has dropped from underneath me. I just don't know how to carry on when I have no shoulder to cry on anymore. And when I've already cried to too many people in the past 24 hours.
Why is life sucking so much?