I woke up this morning
I know that sounds like the opening line to the Sopranos theme song, but in truth I woke up this morning in tears. It was not pleasant, but I am doing a little better now. However after I woke up and took a shower, while the water washed away my tears, I began thinking about things and Catherine and a poem of sorts formed. After I dryed off and dressed I wrote it down before going to get some breakfast(even though it was noon and all I got was hot chocolate) with a sympathetic friend.
This is still very rough and a work in progress.. maybe. In truth I'll probably keep it bad form and all. I get the feelinging I may never look at this again, but I feel like writing it down since this is basically a private forum anyway.
Untitled work in progress
I wake with tears in the morning
knowing you are no longer there
I wander with tears throughout the sunlight
aware that those days of joy will be no more
I lay myself to sleep with tears in the evening
dreaming of blissful days that were and may have been.
There is no hate, no bitterness - I am only sad
because in my fool eyes I thought I saw
many more moons of us together
in comfort, with optimism.
I feel empty, now that I am denied
the euphoria of your touch,
our revitallizing embrace,
and your sweet heavenly kiss.
My passion for you still does not abate
your eyes made me weak,
but your words gave me strength.
Why does your heart no longer delight in me?
I wake with tears in the morning
knowing you are no longer there
I wander with tears throughout the sunlight
aware that those days of joy will be no more
I lay myself to sleep with tears in the evening
dreaming of blissful days that were and may have been.
In time these tears will dry
This heart will no longer cry
but for now it is broken, bleeding
and I too - shattered by my yearing for you.
-- G. S.
This is still very rough and a work in progress.. maybe. In truth I'll probably keep it bad form and all. I get the feelinging I may never look at this again, but I feel like writing it down since this is basically a private forum anyway.
Untitled work in progress
I wake with tears in the morning
knowing you are no longer there
I wander with tears throughout the sunlight
aware that those days of joy will be no more
I lay myself to sleep with tears in the evening
dreaming of blissful days that were and may have been.
There is no hate, no bitterness - I am only sad
because in my fool eyes I thought I saw
many more moons of us together
in comfort, with optimism.
I feel empty, now that I am denied
the euphoria of your touch,
our revitallizing embrace,
and your sweet heavenly kiss.
My passion for you still does not abate
your eyes made me weak,
but your words gave me strength.
Why does your heart no longer delight in me?
I wake with tears in the morning
knowing you are no longer there
I wander with tears throughout the sunlight
aware that those days of joy will be no more
I lay myself to sleep with tears in the evening
dreaming of blissful days that were and may have been.
In time these tears will dry
This heart will no longer cry
but for now it is broken, bleeding
and I too - shattered by my yearing for you.
-- G. S.