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My mental health has yet to improve.
That goes for my physical health as well.
My sleep is screwed up beyond belief, I have a constant headache that no amount of medicine can get rid of, my bottom three teeth hurt...
It just goes on, and on, and on.
Summer Drama is killing me.
Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy (and so lucky) to be portraying the role of the Starkeeper, but this character? I've got to do some serious control damage on this one.
She (even though it's supposed to be a "he") seems like a pretty awesome character, but there's only so much I can do with a character who's supposed to be sweet, pure, holy, etc.
I need to find a way to show those three qualities and avoid my looking lifeless and boring.
I don't know.
I think I'll ask Eric about it.
See what he has to say.
Several people have told me that I'm thinking too far into it, but...
I don't know.
Eric had said to analyze everything: the lines, the situation, the character, the scene, the mood, etc.
Visualize.
I feel like I'm not doing it right, which is driving me insane, because I don't want to disappoint Eric.
This is the only other chance I have, besides auditions, to show Eric that I'm a good actress.
I don't want to blow it.
I met this guy the other night who's going to be working on my costumes.
From the way he describes them, I'm SUPER EXCITED about it.
When I'm "up there," he's thinking about doing a white dress with some lace. He also said it'll be romantic.
Not sure what that means, though. Romantic? I'm dead.
Then for the final scene, he's making me this cape/robe-type thing that doctors wore back then. It's going to be big and flowy with a big collar...
I'm really excited about it.
Yay!
And now, I must go and take one pill more than the sleeping agent bottle says to take.
Because I really need to catch up on my sleep, and this is the only way.
Ciao.
That goes for my physical health as well.
My sleep is screwed up beyond belief, I have a constant headache that no amount of medicine can get rid of, my bottom three teeth hurt...
It just goes on, and on, and on.
Summer Drama is killing me.
Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy (and so lucky) to be portraying the role of the Starkeeper, but this character? I've got to do some serious control damage on this one.
She (even though it's supposed to be a "he") seems like a pretty awesome character, but there's only so much I can do with a character who's supposed to be sweet, pure, holy, etc.
I need to find a way to show those three qualities and avoid my looking lifeless and boring.
I don't know.
I think I'll ask Eric about it.
See what he has to say.
Several people have told me that I'm thinking too far into it, but...
I don't know.
Eric had said to analyze everything: the lines, the situation, the character, the scene, the mood, etc.
Visualize.
I feel like I'm not doing it right, which is driving me insane, because I don't want to disappoint Eric.
This is the only other chance I have, besides auditions, to show Eric that I'm a good actress.
I don't want to blow it.
I met this guy the other night who's going to be working on my costumes.
From the way he describes them, I'm SUPER EXCITED about it.
When I'm "up there," he's thinking about doing a white dress with some lace. He also said it'll be romantic.
Not sure what that means, though. Romantic? I'm dead.
Then for the final scene, he's making me this cape/robe-type thing that doctors wore back then. It's going to be big and flowy with a big collar...
I'm really excited about it.
Yay!
And now, I must go and take one pill more than the sleeping agent bottle says to take.
Because I really need to catch up on my sleep, and this is the only way.
Ciao.