A Retaliation
I just want to apologize for Jordan airing his dirty laundry. Its not anyone else's business what is going on in my personal life and my relationship.
I don't feel like stooping to a five year old's level. But, I too feel the need to open up and express my frustrations. Its unfortunate that some people cling to the past.
Granted, I opened up to Jordan. But he asked me what was wrong. I did not go to him crying. He took advantage of my vulnerability.
Its also partly my fault because I knew this was coming. I have been waiting with one eye open for another outburst. So I guess its partly my fault for beginning to trust him. Like he said, I don't trust him. For good reason. My guts are now spilled on a lj page for everyone's viewing pleasure. Since this whole deal is based on trust, I now realize that any information I choose to share with him will be publicly announced. And he should realize the same.
I'm sorry, but I didn't feel like it was anyone's business why Matt and I got back together. And to be judged by someone who has never had a relationship for more than two weeks makes me very sad. And I'm also amused. Because this is SO STUPID.
So: Grow the fuck up. Get the fuck over it. And stop burning down your damn bridges.
I hate being angry and I can't wait for graduation!
I don't feel like stooping to a five year old's level. But, I too feel the need to open up and express my frustrations. Its unfortunate that some people cling to the past.
Granted, I opened up to Jordan. But he asked me what was wrong. I did not go to him crying. He took advantage of my vulnerability.
Its also partly my fault because I knew this was coming. I have been waiting with one eye open for another outburst. So I guess its partly my fault for beginning to trust him. Like he said, I don't trust him. For good reason. My guts are now spilled on a lj page for everyone's viewing pleasure. Since this whole deal is based on trust, I now realize that any information I choose to share with him will be publicly announced. And he should realize the same.
I'm sorry, but I didn't feel like it was anyone's business why Matt and I got back together. And to be judged by someone who has never had a relationship for more than two weeks makes me very sad. And I'm also amused. Because this is SO STUPID.
So: Grow the fuck up. Get the fuck over it. And stop burning down your damn bridges.
I hate being angry and I can't wait for graduation!