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Why aren't you listening to me? I feel like I am screaming out my plea's but your not hearing them. I feel so completely miserable and alone. I don't want to think about these things. I want them to stay in the past where they are. I want to move on with my life without being reminded of people I never fucking wanted to hear about again. It does still hurt. It hurts a lot. I fucking hate it that there is nothing that I can do but sit here and wait for it to happen.