Thought can not be expressed in words
Life seems divided into two kinds of days: those that pass by in the blink of an eye and those that seem to drag on for eternity. I feel like I am often wasting my time, and not making the most out of life. Each day passes by and I say to myself, "How did I make a difference today?" And most days, my answer is I didn't. I wish there was a way to take back time and relive it if only for a moment, to undo something you wish you never did. But unfortunately you can only live in the present and hope for the future. There is no way to venture back into the past because what could have been will never be what was. I'm afraid that before long, my life will be almost over and I will realize I have missed out on so much. I do not want that to happen. Many years from now, I want to look back and be happy about the choices I made and the pathes I walked. At this moment, I am proud of who I am but I only hope that I will be proud of the person I one day become.
Guilt is a vulture, tearing up your insides, and scratching you raw. It burns your soul and ensnarls your mind. When in it's merciless grip, you can only wait, helplessly, to face whatever fate awaits. Yet often you are the cause of your guilt. You, yourself, open the cage where it lurks and unleash it into your body. It is only through your own actions can you tame it and lock it up again.
I once heard a quote, "change is the only constant." That quote is a mirror reflecting truth. Change is the only event that occurs everyday, for no day is like another. Several changes have been going on in my life; some for the better, others the worse. But life moves on and so do I. Change is a part of life and like the constant sunrise and sunset, like leaves falling from a tree during fall, like the tide that endlessly goes in and out, I continue forward. I will always continue forward...
Guilt is a vulture, tearing up your insides, and scratching you raw. It burns your soul and ensnarls your mind. When in it's merciless grip, you can only wait, helplessly, to face whatever fate awaits. Yet often you are the cause of your guilt. You, yourself, open the cage where it lurks and unleash it into your body. It is only through your own actions can you tame it and lock it up again.
I once heard a quote, "change is the only constant." That quote is a mirror reflecting truth. Change is the only event that occurs everyday, for no day is like another. Several changes have been going on in my life; some for the better, others the worse. But life moves on and so do I. Change is a part of life and like the constant sunrise and sunset, like leaves falling from a tree during fall, like the tide that endlessly goes in and out, I continue forward. I will always continue forward...