to the boy in the RIT lab.
its okay to leave out the details of the dissolution of our personal relationship. its okay to play the victim and gain sympathy from others. its even alright for you to hate me for what I've done because a lie is always a lie no matter how you tell it, and even when you dont say anything at all. this shit is only okay because I know exactly how you feel...because youve done the same to me. and this isnt rehashing the past. this isnt a guilt trip. I am simply letting you know that I know how you feel right now, and then some. maybe there has been too much thats happened with you and me but me telling you what I did wasnt meant to close the book on this but start with a clean slate. there are no more secrets. youve seen the ugliest parts of me as I have of you, and I still want to be with you in the future. if this cant happen then Ill have to deal with that in my own way on my own time. but I just wanted to get this out.