In a few weeks
In a few weeks...
A year has past and now we stand on the brink of returning to a world where we are surrounded by the paradox of everything yet nothing being the same.
In a few weeks we will reluctantly give our hugs and, fighting the tears, say goodbye to the people who were once just names on a sheet of paper to return to people that we hugged and fought tears to say goodbye to before we ever left.
We will leave our best friends to return to our best friends.
We will go back to places we came from and go back to the same things we did last summer and every summer before.
We will come into town on that same familiar road, and even though it has been months, it will seem like only yesterday.
As you walk into your old bedroom, every emotion will pass through you as you reflect on the way your life has changed and the person you have become.
You suddenly realize that the things that were most important to you a year ago don't seem to matter so much anymore, and the things you hold highest now, no one at home will completely understand.
Who will you call first?
Where are you going to work?
Who will be at the party Saturday night?
What has everyone been up to?
Who from school will you keep in touch with?
How long before you actually start missing people bargaining in without calling or knocking?
Who will get breadsticks with you at three in the morning?
How long until you adjust to sleeping in a room by yourself,
or how long before you realize your three best friends aren't in the bed next to your room?
Then you realize how much things have changed,
you realize the hardest part of college is balancing the two completely different worlds you now live in,
trying desperately to hold on to everything all the while trying to figure out what you have to leave behind.
In the matter of one day's traveling time,
we will leave our world of living next door to our best friends,
walking across campus to eat,
instant messenger,
8:00 classes,
and perpetual procrastination
to a world that will seem foreign to us despite the fact that we have lived in it for nineteen years.
But it is different now...
We now know the meaning of true friendship.
We know whom we have kept in touch with over the past year
and whom we hold dearest to our hearts.
We've left our high school worlds to deal with the real world.
We have had our hearts broken,
we've fallen in love,
we've helped our best friends through the toughest times of their lives,
something their even best friends at home couldn't be there for.
We've stayed up all night just to be there for a friend.
We've partied the night away,
doing stupid stuff,
but we were always there for each other afterwards.
There have been times when we've felt so helpless being hours away from home
when we know our families or friends needed us most,
and there are times when we know we have made a difference.
A few weeks from now we will leave.
A few weeks from now we take down our pictures,
and pack up our clothes.
No more going next door to do nothing for hours on end.
We will leave our friends whose random emails and phone calls will bring us to laughter and tears this summer.
We will take our memories and dreams and put them away for now,
saving them for our return to this world.
A few weeks from now from now we will arrive.
A few weeks from now from now we will unpack our bags
and have dinner with our families.
We will drive over to our best friend's house and do nothing for hours on end.
We will return to the same friends
whose random emails and phone calls have brought us laughter and tears over the past year.
We will unpack old memories and dreams that have been put away for the past year.
A few weeks from now we will dig deep inside to find the strength and conviction to adjust to change
and still keep each other close.
And somehow, in someway,
we will find our place between these two worlds.
In a few weeks.... are you ready?
This was an email someone sent me before I came back home. It basically made me cry. I love this. It is the truth written in amazingly.....