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there isn't a day that i don't think about him.
there isn't a day that i don't think about what i did wrong.
there isn't a day that i don't think about how i could have changed things.
there isn't a day that i don't blame myself.
there isn't a day that i don't regret losing him.
there isn't a day that i don't cry or get upset.
i love him. i really do.
how am i supposed to tell him that?
how am i supposed to fight back my tears when i see him with her?
how am i supposed to be strong, because i'm really not?
how am i supposed to be the better person and move on?
how am i supposed to love anyone else, when i only want to be with him?
i don't know.
there isn't a day that i don't think about what i did wrong.
there isn't a day that i don't think about how i could have changed things.
there isn't a day that i don't blame myself.
there isn't a day that i don't regret losing him.
there isn't a day that i don't cry or get upset.
i love him. i really do.
how am i supposed to tell him that?
how am i supposed to fight back my tears when i see him with her?
how am i supposed to be strong, because i'm really not?
how am i supposed to be the better person and move on?
how am i supposed to love anyone else, when i only want to be with him?
i don't know.