Mar 26, 2008 05:10
I no longer live at the Vassar Home. Praise God.
We have a hearing today in civil court-- and a mediation session with Yoshi and Megan LeGrasse.
Anabelle is very healthy, very happy, and very funny.
My mom, bless her heart is .... well, she just is.
I am blessed! I've been going to out-patient intensive drug-rehab for over three months for five days a week and in my free time, I've been working a Faith Based Home program that has allowed for me to get this Higher Power thing down, to heal my anger, and release my burdens, and to feel love, Holy Spirit presence and annointing.
Now, I have been praying for weeks to not have to live at the Vassar Home.
The other morning as I was heading out the door to go write at Cafe Corazon the house manager and I shared words.
I have every right to do step-work in any place I choose to it. It's my fucking business, it's my job right now, and it is court-ordered to boot.
I have been subservient, obedient, and committed to the Vassar Home and I am strong enough to know bullshit when I hear it.
Anyway, I went right along down to the cafe and wrote 50 pages of step work, went to rehab, visited my surrogate sponsor (being that the Vassar House Manager was preventing me from contacting my real sponsor, Piper).
When I returned home at the end of the day, my stuff was all packed! Ha Ha!
~Prayer~
During our mediation God, intercede and shine the light on the truth father. Grant Anabelle and I another roof to live under, and make it one where we don't have to isolate due to some bullshit from a Manager, make it so we don't have to sign in and out, make it one where we can go for a jog at dawn if I we want to, make it just for us. Lord. I submit my will to you.
I love you God. Thank You for my recovery. God, you are an awesome God. Thank you for the Vassar Home, for Bishop Archie, for the Saints, the prayer warriors, thank you Lord for Moments of Blessings House of Prayer, and thank you Lord, for The Archie Group LLC. In Jesus' name, amen.****
My mother helped an old friend pick up some groceries in Fresno yesterday by giving her a ride with us. Belle adores her, and she's cool.
Rehab went well, is going well. I can be honest in mediation today and humbly ask for help for a place to stay during my rehab period. We walk in victory, we walk in faith. By the grace of God. By the Grace of God, GIVE ME ANOTHER JOB, lemme go back to earning my architecture degree, and a grant us a place to live again in Tucson so that we can call it own home.
********Christ! Hear our call! It's been close to a year since Belle and I moved from Tucson. God, it it be your will, please father, let us go home. Praise God. Send Judah first, and let us return home.
Lord I know you're changing things, change this. Change this situation father. Let us rise above. Bring Belle and I back together. Belle and I belong together father God. Lord, she is my little girl and I am able of parenting her well. Lemme parent God, lemme parent today, tomorrow, and all the days after those. Lemme do it under our own roof, and lemme do it well.
In Jesus name, Amen!********
Hallelujah!