I honestly want your opinion...
Ok, so here's the deal. With everything that has been gone on lately I've been having second thoughts about going to Florida with the Wesley group. If it was up to my parents I'd be headed home this weekend...to recover from being sick and catch up on life. I don't know if I should listen to my parents this time or not...I respect and love my parents a lot. I just know I really want to go on this trip...is it smart though? I've been fighting off this sickness since last week sometime. I feel a lot better, but I'm not totally healthy yet. I also don't even know if I was going on this trip for the right reasons in the first place...although I tend to think spending time with close friends isn't a bad reason. Anyway, I don't know what to do. I know only I know how I really feel and I know I have to make the ultimate decision. I'm just so unsure right now. I don't want to end up even more sick from going on this trip, but I know I'm feeling better. Argh...so confused. I'm going to pray a lot, but if any of you could help me with advice, I'd be grateful. I want to do what is right for myself and others. I know I would potentially have a good time on the trip and I'd be really depressed if I sat home...I just don't know. I'm really glad Corinne and Emily were able to hang out tonight...there was some much needed girl talk time going on. I just don't get how guys can be so oblivious to things...*shakes head* Oh, well...that was a bit of a tangent. Anyway, I want to know what you all think I should do about spring break. I want to make the best decision, I just am needing some help. Well, it's way too late for me to still be up...why do I always do this to myself? :( Sorry, I'm in a ranting sort of mood tonight...life confuses me too much and I just want some answers to a few hard issues right now...and spring break is only one of them.