grrrr
grrr ITS SO FUCKIN FUSTERATING god i wish it would all just go away i like one and love the other but im so completely and uderly lost i cant go through with it cyndi if u read this i would do anything to be with the one i love and u know who that is .... and he says there is a slim chance we would get back i really need ur help on this one ..... please can u help me .... try and see why he wont ... maybe hes scared or somthing or wants somone else .... i dunno ::crying:: i wish i could just talk to u about all of this but i think ur talking to derek :( .... but i guess ill try anyways ok ...
poptart