Bahhhh

Oct 29, 2009 12:06

Long story short...two seizures, withdrawal from the Wellbutrin that caused the seizures, was put on mood stabalizers, Lexapro is making me feel whacked up..................long standing ear infection............period for a month.....I'm feeling CRAZY.

I just don't even know. All this medication is totally screwing with me...I'm going insane. Everything is confusing me. The weather is confusing me.  People's voices are confusing me. Music is confusing me (especially Radiohead). My health is confusing me. Sleep is confusing me. EVERYTHING IS CONFUSING ME. I feel like I'm drunk, or maybe high. I just feel fuuuuuuuucked up.

On the bright side of things, um....well there are a lot of things on the bright side of things but I'm too confused to remember what they are.

Yes. But currently I'm very concerned about this ear infection. It started out in my right ear, I took antibiotics, and all it did was travel to my left ear, where it will not go away.  People are suggesting garlic to me. That will smell awful, but at this point I'm actually considering putting the fucking stuff in my ear. I am scared (I think the medication is making me more paranoid) that my ear is going to explode...or my brain is going to become infected. I don't even know if that's possible. I think I'm going crazy, seriously. Can someone come ground me????
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