so craaaazy
I had another seizure yesterday, so that marks one last Thursday, and one yesterday. Both trips to hospital. Gah...oh, and both times I completely lost my memory for about 20 minutes or 30 minutes.
Anyway, because I'm too tired to go into full detail...I have an appt. with Dr. Magid today, and I'm guessing we're going to be talking about the Wellbutrin and Lexapro...both of those have sideeffects of seizures if you have a history of anorexia. Which would be me.
I'm terrified of trying any other medication tho...I'm scared it will make me gain weight. I'm so scared. But I guess I'd rather be heavier than so depressed I want to kill myself every night.
Until further notice, Josh has to drive me around...I might have another seizure and I wouldn't want to be driving when that happened. I feel like I'm causing everyone so much trouble with all this. It makes me want to curl up into a ball and hide...
Anyway, because I'm too tired to go into full detail...I have an appt. with Dr. Magid today, and I'm guessing we're going to be talking about the Wellbutrin and Lexapro...both of those have sideeffects of seizures if you have a history of anorexia. Which would be me.
I'm terrified of trying any other medication tho...I'm scared it will make me gain weight. I'm so scared. But I guess I'd rather be heavier than so depressed I want to kill myself every night.
Until further notice, Josh has to drive me around...I might have another seizure and I wouldn't want to be driving when that happened. I feel like I'm causing everyone so much trouble with all this. It makes me want to curl up into a ball and hide...