MY YEAR IN REVIEW..FULL OF DRAMA
Go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post part of it in your journal, and that’s your "Year in Review"
January 05
my break waz good. spent a TON of time with robyn lol and mikel of course. lots of fun there. meijers, white castle, scary movies... yeah it waz cool. went to the mall alot with robyn. yeah girl we can shop! i got a very cute green sweater from american eagle that robyn hates... she dont kno what she talkin bout... and i got sum books... i read one and it waz awesome...but neways i got a very cute scarf and some other things. christmas was good other than the usual family drama. jesus when does it end. me and my dad got into a huge fight on saturday night and i dno what im gunna do about that situation. its all a lot of bullshit to me but i dno. ive been sick since saturday. i hav a sinus infection and strep again. god when does it stop? :(
well im gunna go lay down... dont feel good... i should be back on thursday
February 05
My last couple of days hav been awesome! i hav felt sooo much better. yay! ok so..
Friday- Brandon came over for a lil bit and we hung out. Then i had this really weird panic attack thing and made him leave. i dno why but its really been freaking me out ever since. but yea whatever... then i sat around at home for a few and then went to ronnies around 715. we walked to leasons and then to mikes. we chilled on mikes couch and watched george lopez. much love to him lol. DO YOU HAV COMEDY IN YOUR PANTS?! robyn does. haha good times. robyn dropped me off around 1130 and i went to bed. fun night i must say. i miss my cousino ppl :(
Saturday- got woken up around 1245 but mikel. got ready in 30 minutes and then went to the grocery store with him. it was a funny trip. couldnt find the damn velveeta. hmmm then i came home and went to the motorama in novi with my dad and his new gf and her 2 kids. veronica is 11 and joey is 4. awww i love joey. so very cute. and veronica is quiet but her and haley get along so i guess this one i am willing to give a chance too. came home..ronnie waited while i got ready and then i dropped him off and went to theresas. we talked for a bit and then robyn came over. we ate a ton! lol sorry theresa i love you. we had a very long talk when we went to bed. girl talk. amazing. haha. love my girls!
Today- got up at like 1054. an ungodly hour. my mom came and we got mcdonalds and then dropped robyn off and then went to my gpas. talked about florida with my aunt and uncle who were there too. im so excited! ahhhh cant wait til march 11th! i hope robyn can come :) going to mikels in a bit for superbowl. pizza and stuff. yay im cited for that too!
this weekend has been awesome! i love these kinds of weekends!
i need to wash my sheets...cant forget!
everyone pray for tsa cuz she has a cold :(
oh and pray for robyn so she can come to florida!
March 05
i would just like to start off with... FLORIDA WAS AMAZING
it was so great. i love vacation.
ok so on thursday we left around like 530 or something? im not really sure but we hit traffic b4 we even made it to ohio bcuz it was snowing really bad. not a good start haha but it was allright. i started driving around 930 and we drove til like 12 when we got to lexington kentucky. got to stay in a marriott that was really nice. huge pools and fountains and stuff...saweeet! only 40 bucks cuz uncle rick is awesome. we woke up pretty early on friday and left again after dennys. we drove to orlando. that was a really long driving day and i drove most if not the whole day. we got to orlando and stayed at a super 8...not the greatest. ew. ate at dennys again and then went to bed. saturday we left once again and drove to ft.lauderdale. we got to the condo and i was amazed. it was soooo nice and we were on the 9th floor. it had 2 bedrooms, 2 big bathrooms, a nice kitchen, a very pretty glass dinner table that we almost broke many times haha, and a living room area, oh and a lil patio with a view of the gorgeous ocean. ahhh i miss it a lot. we ate and unpacked and then went to the beach. robyn and haleys first time in the ocean. :) it was really fun. the waves were huge!! sunday i dont really remember i think we just layed around and went to the beach and pool and we might hav went shopping a lil bit across the street. monday i dont remember much either lol i think that was the day that we went on the water taxi? that mighta been sunday but whatever the water taxi was cool..it was a boat that took u around and u could go shopping and stuff and they would pick u up. we went to a real ritzy part of las olas..then we went to the more normal priced area which was really cool. younger ppl were there lol...by our condo it was all old ppl and like totally dead by 8 haha. me and robyn wanted to be at las olas. we went on friday tho which was cool. my uncle dropped us off and went fishing and we shopped for like 4 hours. saw lots of cute boys haha. there was also alot of nasty old men there.ewwwwwwwwww! wednesday we went tho this huge mall. it was like great lakes crossing but bigger we ate at ruby tuesdays and it was hilarious. our waiter was something else. robyn was embarrassed for him haha. we was great tho. i dont remember what else we did. just relaxed...cuz ahhh vacation is meant to be that way! we had to pack on friday :'( took our last swim in the pool.. thursday it rained around 5...rained like hell ugh i hate rain and thunderstorms..we picked my uncle up from the airport its a long story but he left on tuesday to go to work and then came back thursday. saturday we left and drove alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way to w.virginia. i drove the whole way other than like 2-3 hours. we drove up the east coast which was pretty. n.carolina stunk. ur state it stinky...stinky state! haha ur sale is super...super sale! lol me and robyn were quite bored. the mountains were really pretty tho. we stayed at a red roof inn in charleston and it was nice. we got there around 2 so we went to bed and then ate at bob evans in the morning. it was really good i love bob evans now! sunday we drove like 6 hours home. we got home and my dad came over with the dog. then we took robyn home. we missed our puppies!
that was my vacation :P
then on sunday mikel called me around 8 and wanted me to go to meijers so i went with him and mike2 to meijers. oh that was very funny lol i had to run from them. then we went to bronsens(sp) house and picked him up so he could get sum pencils lmao. not one pencil in the whole damn house. at farmer jack mike2 and bronsen ended up boxing this big black kid named justin. i dont really know why but it was funny... then we took bronsen home and went to mikels...watched porn? yeah dont ask..we took mike2 home and then me...it was a cool night i had fun
yesterday i hung out with mikel and robyn...we had a tomato fight in the BK parking lot...lol yeah. we chilled at mikes house and played american idol til like 10 haha...we WON! yaya
today im babysitting so i gotta go shower and all that stuff
comment plz
April 05
ok this is a random entry. its going to be about random stuff thats gone on lately.
i went to Grand Rapids for the last weekend of Spring Break. It was so fucking awesome. Ben is like my favorite cousin now ever. Abby was hilarious the whole weekend. Shes so weird but i love her. Ben's girlfriend Kyllie was fun i guess. Shes a bit of a snob tho. She was always like "Ben your not leaving enuff Kyllie time" ugh i wanted to punch her when she was like that. But she was cool when they all got drunk. We went bowling and watched movies and ahhh it was just a grand time. He lives like right by the place where the Greenday concert is gunna be and i wanna go!
My ceiling was painted at my dads house recently...and my vents and everything. The new plugs r put on and I got my lockers. My ceiling fan is painted now and ahhh everything is coming together im very excited. oh and at my moms house I got a new bedspread. Its sooo cute i love it a lot. I totally changed my mind on what i wanna do in there. I was gunna do jewel tones and instead im doing pastels. lmao. Hott yes i know! ;)
Saturday was mucho fun! Me Theresa and Robyn talked Jim Milne into picking us up and taking us to a party at his friends house who was like 23. To make a long story short... we all got drunk, i kissed a gay guy, i kissed a straight guy, Robyn kissed Dave and got his number, Theresa and Jim Milne were friendly, we played Euchure, talked about when u become gay, cuddled with the gay guys, butt bounced with Amanda...hmmm watched porn for a bit, woke up in a closet, and passed out around 5 til about 10 when we woke up and went back to Robyns. haha her parents never knew. It was a fucking awesome night but Sunday was rough.
Mikel made fun of me bcuz i was so hung over. but when i counted what i drank it was much more than i had thought lol. We got KFC and watched Exorcist Beginning back at Mikels house. It twas fun!
My dad took me Robyn Ronnie and Haley down to Dearborn to get my lockers from Oakwood. We took a detour however and ended up in Detroit. ICKY! lol it was sooo funny. My dad layed on his horn at this one guy and I seriously thought that we were gunna die because he started to follow us :-0!!!!!!!! I need my uncle to spray paint my shit!
One day i think it was Friday... Sam visited me and Robyn and then later Mikel and Mike2 and Jim Milne and Theresa came over to Robyns and we chilled on lawn chairs in her garage. We also got Coldstone with Paul Marahar. That was gooood. We saw Chelsea Brooke Chris and Bog there. I miss Chelsea and Brooke :(
on another note i would really like to go back to Cousino! I hav a lot of hw to do for my homeschooling shit..ugh!
We went to the Mott talent show with Mikel and Suvice. Angela and the girls she sang with were really good. Im glad they won but I wanted Amy to win! I loved her dance so u did awesome Amy if u even read this! lol Before the talent show we went to universal mall. lol i love that mall. When i get a drivers license that is where we r going to be! hahaaa!
Oh and yeah i want my license! But i cant even take my road test until July 5th! :(( I guess thats ok but i really wanted my license for the 4th. oh wells. soon enuff i guess. My dad is also making me choose between McDonalds or Tubbys for a job. I choose Tubbys thank you! McDonalds might be good tho bcuz well its fucking 9 somethin an hour! whoo whoo.
I feel like i have to tell B about Saturaday and Mike. but when i told him about the gay guy he got a lil pissed but eventually he was like ur just stupid. and yah i know but i mean why the hell not lol. I asked him if he was going to go to my 16th bday party bcuz i want him to fucking meet like Theresa and Robyn finally. and he tells me "well im turning 20 and i need to start living my life...and ur turning 16 and u need to start living urs..so if u dont come with me when u turn 16 i dont think theres a need for me to be at ur party...that way u can do whatever u want" what the fuck does that mean? im getting an ultimatum? i dont fucking know he made me really upset with that one. Hes being really cute tho today and ahhh i love him. I told Robyn and she was like if hes going to hurt u why dont u just leave and i dont really know how to answer that. Like what am i without him? I have no idea and im too scared to find out. I need him....without him im liable to just break down. *sigh*
i also want to change my lj so Michelle if u still read this i am going to be emailing u soon enuff! that is if u dont mind. i wanna learn so maybe u could just teach me...or if ne1 else knows how that would be cool too!
I am at Mikels right now by the way. He kidnapped me. Freakin woke me up and made me get ready in like 20 minutes. Suvice is afraid of my dog lol. and Mikel is impaitent! We were gunna play Laser Tag i guess but they werent open. We got Arbys which was really good. Ive felt bad lately bcuz i cant get money from my parents much. Its tight and i feel bad asking all the time. I really do need a job. Ive been making Mikel pay for me and im determined to pay him back. It will happen Mikel i promise lol! I love you!
ok well that was long enuff so COMMENT!
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May 05
ok well a lot has been on my mind and ive been really bitchy lately and im sorry to anyone thats gotten that mood from me. i really am sorry for that. a bitchy girl is like a dickhead guy... so if guys can be dickheads all the time and some choose to be than i can be a bitch whenever i feel like it and i shouldnt hav to apologize but i do bcuz i am too nice i guess.
neways ill start with friday. went to robyns and just chilled til 1030ish then went to cosmic. it was cool saw a bunch of ppl but bowled like shit... grrrrr made me mad but whatever i gave up on trying. Robyn did pretty good so gooo Robyn lol. after that we went home and passed out around 2?
saturday we woke up around 1230 i think and sat around til my mom came at 130 to give me some money. ended up going home to shower and change and all that. went back to get Robyn around 345 and we went to Jimmy Johns and met some ppl from her german class. it was fun. we went to rochester with mikel to get a hat but they were closed so we ended up getting starbucks and going home. went back to robyns later on and sat around til 11 cuz we couldnt get ne movies! :( we called Dave and he took us to Correys. wow ummm crazy night is all ill say about that. went back to Robyns around 745am
sunday we went to the March of Dimes at 9am. walked 4 miles and called it quits. one year we will do the 8 but that wasnt happening this year. noway. went to coney.. mmm. came home and slept for about an hour then called Theresa and her and JimMilne and I went to coney again lol. then to Robyns. the to Daves. chilled with Dave and Scott and some other ppl for a bit and went home. me and Robyn went to Mikels for like 45 minutes and chilled with Mike#2 and him. took Robyn home and then me. took a tylenol when i got home and went to bed. felt like shit. didnt hear my phone so now someones mad.
only a few ppl will understand this but whatever im gunna say it neways. i need to leave.
thats all for now bcuz the other things i prolly should talk about might start drama and thats the last thing i need right now. so those things will just continue to frustrate me and its fine.
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June 05
lately my life as been allright. i really want my license so i can start getting out more. all of my other friends parents r cool and just let them go but mine rnt. when i get my license im hoping my mom will trust me more. i dno but whatever. im watching boogeyman right now and its not so bad. not as scary as i thought but its cool. Theresa is supposed to come over today but shes at lauras bfs house so i guess we will see if that happens. Mikel is coming over later and i hope robyn does too. maybe suvice or mike? i dno whatever. everyones gotta be out around 12 neways. tomorrow i think i gotta wash the fifth wheel if my dads got it at his house or not. ugh not looking forward to that. vacation is coming up and i am excited for that. i love it up there. its so great.
i have a HUGE problem. ahhhh i dno how it happened if it did but if it did im screwed. oh boy.
i wanna go out sometime soon. like i wanna go to a party or do something. ahhh i need my damn license.
its thunderstorming and i hate thunderstorms. brandon might stop by cuz i gotta tell him something. dno if i should tho cuz its not for sure but i dno. i might.
im gunna go watch my movie now
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July 05
ok so right now im really pissed and im really upset. i cant believe i would ever let myself get played like this... i seriously fell for this guy just to be used. i dont wanna hear i told u so's i dont wanna hear well serves u right... i just wanna crawl in a corner. i want him to call me so bad.
im so fucking stupid
August 05
i havent updated in a long time... i kinda feel shitty right now but whatever.. my like abs hurt when i move.
neways the last week or so has been a lot of hanging out with wang... a lil bronson.. some ronnie...oh and of course robyn darling. mikel was in there for like a day lol. its been cool. lots of good times. im not really sure of what i did everyday so ill just start with yesterday and today.
sooo -- yesterday me and ronnie hung out for a bit..ate some lean cuisine and then went and chilled with wang and bronson. picked up my sister...back to wangs... picked up my mom.. and then back to wangs again. wang and bronson suck at video games lol. robyn came over later and we were all just chillin. watched bride of chucky...it was cool. later on i drove ronnie home and then got kicked out. my mom told me not to come home and i wasnt allowed to stay there soooo me and robyn were stranded at st.anne park for about 30 minutes. we called mikel but he decided to be an ass and not come get us so whatever. dave came and got us cuz hes just sweet like that. i felt bad but ya kno its what friends do and he likes robyn so he better hav gotten his ass up :) love ya dave! yes so then he dropped us off at wangs and me and robyn slept there with him and bronson. lol yes good times. haha and then i went out to eat with my dad and now my stomach really hurts... ew. oh and i miss wang and robyn and bronson. oh and i almost forgot! i got thrown into the pool by good ol mike and then his brother billy threw robyn in lol. very fun. maybe doin that again tomorrow.
and now im here and i got alot of shit to do but im tired as hell!
September 05
well today is jons 21st so Happy Birthday to him first of all.
after that this weekend was a lot of fun. i dont really hav time to type alot but i ended up climbing outa window and onto the roof and then off the roof by ladder..haha. yeah and me jon sandra and robyn hav tons of fun haha. i cant wait for pictures. we did some marrow road thing and that scared the shit outa me and i definately dont like middle of nowhere places and things that involve going into the woods. but me and sandra r much stronger than robyn and jon who couldnt even walk their ass towards the woods lol. i swear i went 30
hope i didnt get u in a lot of trouble sandra! ur dad scared me alot lol.
rant: some ppl piss me off by saying shit they shouldnt and then lying and assuming im just stupid. yeah the end.
so comment!
October 05
well today is jons 21st so Happy Birthday to him first of all.
after that this weekend was a lot of fun. i dont really hav time to type alot but i ended up climbing outa window and onto the roof and then off the roof by ladder..haha. yeah and me jon sandra and robyn hav tons of fun haha. i cant wait for pictures. we did some marrow road thing and that scared the shit outa me and i definately dont like middle of nowhere places and things that involve going into the woods. but me and sandra r much stronger than robyn and jon who couldnt even walk their ass towards the woods lol. i swear i went 30
hope i didnt get u in a lot of trouble sandra! ur dad scared me alot lol.
rant: some ppl piss me off by saying shit they shouldnt and then lying and assuming im just stupid. yeah the end.
so comment!
November 05
ok well today was a fun day. jon took me for a walk in the woods lol. it turned out to be pretty fun. he climbed a tree and then ripped a sock haha and in 2 years we r gunna go see if its back there lol. i think i took the whole damn woods back with me on my sweater lol. neways that was cool and then we met sandra at taco bell and had a nice lil talk with her and her brother. omg freakin 7th and 8th grade...horrible. lol. yeah then me and jon went to my moms to get him some medicine and then to get ronnie. swung by my dads. dropped jon off. went to wendys with ronnie. went home. now im here and ER is on. yes im so freakin excited!
-heather
December 05
i am so excited for this weekend. tonight i dno what im doing really but sandra might be comin down so thatll be cool. prolly gotta watch haley tonight so whatever. play some board games lol. yeah fun shit.
saturday however is gunna be awesome cuz the bests r gettin together for a lil party at my house. yay :) its been too damn long. neway yeah im excited. mos calling steven and it should be all set.
well thats pretty much my whole weekend. gotta chill with dad at some point. maybe sunday.
call me ppl
so yeah thats my really long year in a nutshell. most of the pretty good stuff is in there.
comment on ur favorite moments ppl!
January 05
my break waz good. spent a TON of time with robyn lol and mikel of course. lots of fun there. meijers, white castle, scary movies... yeah it waz cool. went to the mall alot with robyn. yeah girl we can shop! i got a very cute green sweater from american eagle that robyn hates... she dont kno what she talkin bout... and i got sum books... i read one and it waz awesome...but neways i got a very cute scarf and some other things. christmas was good other than the usual family drama. jesus when does it end. me and my dad got into a huge fight on saturday night and i dno what im gunna do about that situation. its all a lot of bullshit to me but i dno. ive been sick since saturday. i hav a sinus infection and strep again. god when does it stop? :(
well im gunna go lay down... dont feel good... i should be back on thursday
February 05
My last couple of days hav been awesome! i hav felt sooo much better. yay! ok so..
Friday- Brandon came over for a lil bit and we hung out. Then i had this really weird panic attack thing and made him leave. i dno why but its really been freaking me out ever since. but yea whatever... then i sat around at home for a few and then went to ronnies around 715. we walked to leasons and then to mikes. we chilled on mikes couch and watched george lopez. much love to him lol. DO YOU HAV COMEDY IN YOUR PANTS?! robyn does. haha good times. robyn dropped me off around 1130 and i went to bed. fun night i must say. i miss my cousino ppl :(
Saturday- got woken up around 1245 but mikel. got ready in 30 minutes and then went to the grocery store with him. it was a funny trip. couldnt find the damn velveeta. hmmm then i came home and went to the motorama in novi with my dad and his new gf and her 2 kids. veronica is 11 and joey is 4. awww i love joey. so very cute. and veronica is quiet but her and haley get along so i guess this one i am willing to give a chance too. came home..ronnie waited while i got ready and then i dropped him off and went to theresas. we talked for a bit and then robyn came over. we ate a ton! lol sorry theresa i love you. we had a very long talk when we went to bed. girl talk. amazing. haha. love my girls!
Today- got up at like 1054. an ungodly hour. my mom came and we got mcdonalds and then dropped robyn off and then went to my gpas. talked about florida with my aunt and uncle who were there too. im so excited! ahhhh cant wait til march 11th! i hope robyn can come :) going to mikels in a bit for superbowl. pizza and stuff. yay im cited for that too!
this weekend has been awesome! i love these kinds of weekends!
i need to wash my sheets...cant forget!
everyone pray for tsa cuz she has a cold :(
oh and pray for robyn so she can come to florida!
March 05
i would just like to start off with... FLORIDA WAS AMAZING
it was so great. i love vacation.
ok so on thursday we left around like 530 or something? im not really sure but we hit traffic b4 we even made it to ohio bcuz it was snowing really bad. not a good start haha but it was allright. i started driving around 930 and we drove til like 12 when we got to lexington kentucky. got to stay in a marriott that was really nice. huge pools and fountains and stuff...saweeet! only 40 bucks cuz uncle rick is awesome. we woke up pretty early on friday and left again after dennys. we drove to orlando. that was a really long driving day and i drove most if not the whole day. we got to orlando and stayed at a super 8...not the greatest. ew. ate at dennys again and then went to bed. saturday we left once again and drove to ft.lauderdale. we got to the condo and i was amazed. it was soooo nice and we were on the 9th floor. it had 2 bedrooms, 2 big bathrooms, a nice kitchen, a very pretty glass dinner table that we almost broke many times haha, and a living room area, oh and a lil patio with a view of the gorgeous ocean. ahhh i miss it a lot. we ate and unpacked and then went to the beach. robyn and haleys first time in the ocean. :) it was really fun. the waves were huge!! sunday i dont really remember i think we just layed around and went to the beach and pool and we might hav went shopping a lil bit across the street. monday i dont remember much either lol i think that was the day that we went on the water taxi? that mighta been sunday but whatever the water taxi was cool..it was a boat that took u around and u could go shopping and stuff and they would pick u up. we went to a real ritzy part of las olas..then we went to the more normal priced area which was really cool. younger ppl were there lol...by our condo it was all old ppl and like totally dead by 8 haha. me and robyn wanted to be at las olas. we went on friday tho which was cool. my uncle dropped us off and went fishing and we shopped for like 4 hours. saw lots of cute boys haha. there was also alot of nasty old men there.ewwwwwwwwww! wednesday we went tho this huge mall. it was like great lakes crossing but bigger we ate at ruby tuesdays and it was hilarious. our waiter was something else. robyn was embarrassed for him haha. we was great tho. i dont remember what else we did. just relaxed...cuz ahhh vacation is meant to be that way! we had to pack on friday :'( took our last swim in the pool.. thursday it rained around 5...rained like hell ugh i hate rain and thunderstorms..we picked my uncle up from the airport its a long story but he left on tuesday to go to work and then came back thursday. saturday we left and drove alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the way to w.virginia. i drove the whole way other than like 2-3 hours. we drove up the east coast which was pretty. n.carolina stunk. ur state it stinky...stinky state! haha ur sale is super...super sale! lol me and robyn were quite bored. the mountains were really pretty tho. we stayed at a red roof inn in charleston and it was nice. we got there around 2 so we went to bed and then ate at bob evans in the morning. it was really good i love bob evans now! sunday we drove like 6 hours home. we got home and my dad came over with the dog. then we took robyn home. we missed our puppies!
that was my vacation :P
then on sunday mikel called me around 8 and wanted me to go to meijers so i went with him and mike2 to meijers. oh that was very funny lol i had to run from them. then we went to bronsens(sp) house and picked him up so he could get sum pencils lmao. not one pencil in the whole damn house. at farmer jack mike2 and bronsen ended up boxing this big black kid named justin. i dont really know why but it was funny... then we took bronsen home and went to mikels...watched porn? yeah dont ask..we took mike2 home and then me...it was a cool night i had fun
yesterday i hung out with mikel and robyn...we had a tomato fight in the BK parking lot...lol yeah. we chilled at mikes house and played american idol til like 10 haha...we WON! yaya
today im babysitting so i gotta go shower and all that stuff
comment plz
April 05
ok this is a random entry. its going to be about random stuff thats gone on lately.
i went to Grand Rapids for the last weekend of Spring Break. It was so fucking awesome. Ben is like my favorite cousin now ever. Abby was hilarious the whole weekend. Shes so weird but i love her. Ben's girlfriend Kyllie was fun i guess. Shes a bit of a snob tho. She was always like "Ben your not leaving enuff Kyllie time" ugh i wanted to punch her when she was like that. But she was cool when they all got drunk. We went bowling and watched movies and ahhh it was just a grand time. He lives like right by the place where the Greenday concert is gunna be and i wanna go!
My ceiling was painted at my dads house recently...and my vents and everything. The new plugs r put on and I got my lockers. My ceiling fan is painted now and ahhh everything is coming together im very excited. oh and at my moms house I got a new bedspread. Its sooo cute i love it a lot. I totally changed my mind on what i wanna do in there. I was gunna do jewel tones and instead im doing pastels. lmao. Hott yes i know! ;)
Saturday was mucho fun! Me Theresa and Robyn talked Jim Milne into picking us up and taking us to a party at his friends house who was like 23. To make a long story short... we all got drunk, i kissed a gay guy, i kissed a straight guy, Robyn kissed Dave and got his number, Theresa and Jim Milne were friendly, we played Euchure, talked about when u become gay, cuddled with the gay guys, butt bounced with Amanda...hmmm watched porn for a bit, woke up in a closet, and passed out around 5 til about 10 when we woke up and went back to Robyns. haha her parents never knew. It was a fucking awesome night but Sunday was rough.
Mikel made fun of me bcuz i was so hung over. but when i counted what i drank it was much more than i had thought lol. We got KFC and watched Exorcist Beginning back at Mikels house. It twas fun!
My dad took me Robyn Ronnie and Haley down to Dearborn to get my lockers from Oakwood. We took a detour however and ended up in Detroit. ICKY! lol it was sooo funny. My dad layed on his horn at this one guy and I seriously thought that we were gunna die because he started to follow us :-0!!!!!!!! I need my uncle to spray paint my shit!
One day i think it was Friday... Sam visited me and Robyn and then later Mikel and Mike2 and Jim Milne and Theresa came over to Robyns and we chilled on lawn chairs in her garage. We also got Coldstone with Paul Marahar. That was gooood. We saw Chelsea Brooke Chris and Bog there. I miss Chelsea and Brooke :(
on another note i would really like to go back to Cousino! I hav a lot of hw to do for my homeschooling shit..ugh!
We went to the Mott talent show with Mikel and Suvice. Angela and the girls she sang with were really good. Im glad they won but I wanted Amy to win! I loved her dance so u did awesome Amy if u even read this! lol Before the talent show we went to universal mall. lol i love that mall. When i get a drivers license that is where we r going to be! hahaaa!
Oh and yeah i want my license! But i cant even take my road test until July 5th! :(( I guess thats ok but i really wanted my license for the 4th. oh wells. soon enuff i guess. My dad is also making me choose between McDonalds or Tubbys for a job. I choose Tubbys thank you! McDonalds might be good tho bcuz well its fucking 9 somethin an hour! whoo whoo.
I feel like i have to tell B about Saturaday and Mike. but when i told him about the gay guy he got a lil pissed but eventually he was like ur just stupid. and yah i know but i mean why the hell not lol. I asked him if he was going to go to my 16th bday party bcuz i want him to fucking meet like Theresa and Robyn finally. and he tells me "well im turning 20 and i need to start living my life...and ur turning 16 and u need to start living urs..so if u dont come with me when u turn 16 i dont think theres a need for me to be at ur party...that way u can do whatever u want" what the fuck does that mean? im getting an ultimatum? i dont fucking know he made me really upset with that one. Hes being really cute tho today and ahhh i love him. I told Robyn and she was like if hes going to hurt u why dont u just leave and i dont really know how to answer that. Like what am i without him? I have no idea and im too scared to find out. I need him....without him im liable to just break down. *sigh*
i also want to change my lj so Michelle if u still read this i am going to be emailing u soon enuff! that is if u dont mind. i wanna learn so maybe u could just teach me...or if ne1 else knows how that would be cool too!
I am at Mikels right now by the way. He kidnapped me. Freakin woke me up and made me get ready in like 20 minutes. Suvice is afraid of my dog lol. and Mikel is impaitent! We were gunna play Laser Tag i guess but they werent open. We got Arbys which was really good. Ive felt bad lately bcuz i cant get money from my parents much. Its tight and i feel bad asking all the time. I really do need a job. Ive been making Mikel pay for me and im determined to pay him back. It will happen Mikel i promise lol! I love you!
ok well that was long enuff so COMMENT!
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May 05
ok well a lot has been on my mind and ive been really bitchy lately and im sorry to anyone thats gotten that mood from me. i really am sorry for that. a bitchy girl is like a dickhead guy... so if guys can be dickheads all the time and some choose to be than i can be a bitch whenever i feel like it and i shouldnt hav to apologize but i do bcuz i am too nice i guess.
neways ill start with friday. went to robyns and just chilled til 1030ish then went to cosmic. it was cool saw a bunch of ppl but bowled like shit... grrrrr made me mad but whatever i gave up on trying. Robyn did pretty good so gooo Robyn lol. after that we went home and passed out around 2?
saturday we woke up around 1230 i think and sat around til my mom came at 130 to give me some money. ended up going home to shower and change and all that. went back to get Robyn around 345 and we went to Jimmy Johns and met some ppl from her german class. it was fun. we went to rochester with mikel to get a hat but they were closed so we ended up getting starbucks and going home. went back to robyns later on and sat around til 11 cuz we couldnt get ne movies! :( we called Dave and he took us to Correys. wow ummm crazy night is all ill say about that. went back to Robyns around 745am
sunday we went to the March of Dimes at 9am. walked 4 miles and called it quits. one year we will do the 8 but that wasnt happening this year. noway. went to coney.. mmm. came home and slept for about an hour then called Theresa and her and JimMilne and I went to coney again lol. then to Robyns. the to Daves. chilled with Dave and Scott and some other ppl for a bit and went home. me and Robyn went to Mikels for like 45 minutes and chilled with Mike#2 and him. took Robyn home and then me. took a tylenol when i got home and went to bed. felt like shit. didnt hear my phone so now someones mad.
only a few ppl will understand this but whatever im gunna say it neways. i need to leave.
thats all for now bcuz the other things i prolly should talk about might start drama and thats the last thing i need right now. so those things will just continue to frustrate me and its fine.
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June 05
lately my life as been allright. i really want my license so i can start getting out more. all of my other friends parents r cool and just let them go but mine rnt. when i get my license im hoping my mom will trust me more. i dno but whatever. im watching boogeyman right now and its not so bad. not as scary as i thought but its cool. Theresa is supposed to come over today but shes at lauras bfs house so i guess we will see if that happens. Mikel is coming over later and i hope robyn does too. maybe suvice or mike? i dno whatever. everyones gotta be out around 12 neways. tomorrow i think i gotta wash the fifth wheel if my dads got it at his house or not. ugh not looking forward to that. vacation is coming up and i am excited for that. i love it up there. its so great.
i have a HUGE problem. ahhhh i dno how it happened if it did but if it did im screwed. oh boy.
i wanna go out sometime soon. like i wanna go to a party or do something. ahhh i need my damn license.
its thunderstorming and i hate thunderstorms. brandon might stop by cuz i gotta tell him something. dno if i should tho cuz its not for sure but i dno. i might.
im gunna go watch my movie now
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July 05
ok so right now im really pissed and im really upset. i cant believe i would ever let myself get played like this... i seriously fell for this guy just to be used. i dont wanna hear i told u so's i dont wanna hear well serves u right... i just wanna crawl in a corner. i want him to call me so bad.
im so fucking stupid
August 05
i havent updated in a long time... i kinda feel shitty right now but whatever.. my like abs hurt when i move.
neways the last week or so has been a lot of hanging out with wang... a lil bronson.. some ronnie...oh and of course robyn darling. mikel was in there for like a day lol. its been cool. lots of good times. im not really sure of what i did everyday so ill just start with yesterday and today.
sooo -- yesterday me and ronnie hung out for a bit..ate some lean cuisine and then went and chilled with wang and bronson. picked up my sister...back to wangs... picked up my mom.. and then back to wangs again. wang and bronson suck at video games lol. robyn came over later and we were all just chillin. watched bride of chucky...it was cool. later on i drove ronnie home and then got kicked out. my mom told me not to come home and i wasnt allowed to stay there soooo me and robyn were stranded at st.anne park for about 30 minutes. we called mikel but he decided to be an ass and not come get us so whatever. dave came and got us cuz hes just sweet like that. i felt bad but ya kno its what friends do and he likes robyn so he better hav gotten his ass up :) love ya dave! yes so then he dropped us off at wangs and me and robyn slept there with him and bronson. lol yes good times. haha and then i went out to eat with my dad and now my stomach really hurts... ew. oh and i miss wang and robyn and bronson. oh and i almost forgot! i got thrown into the pool by good ol mike and then his brother billy threw robyn in lol. very fun. maybe doin that again tomorrow.
and now im here and i got alot of shit to do but im tired as hell!
September 05
well today is jons 21st so Happy Birthday to him first of all.
after that this weekend was a lot of fun. i dont really hav time to type alot but i ended up climbing outa window and onto the roof and then off the roof by ladder..haha. yeah and me jon sandra and robyn hav tons of fun haha. i cant wait for pictures. we did some marrow road thing and that scared the shit outa me and i definately dont like middle of nowhere places and things that involve going into the woods. but me and sandra r much stronger than robyn and jon who couldnt even walk their ass towards the woods lol. i swear i went 30
hope i didnt get u in a lot of trouble sandra! ur dad scared me alot lol.
rant: some ppl piss me off by saying shit they shouldnt and then lying and assuming im just stupid. yeah the end.
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October 05
well today is jons 21st so Happy Birthday to him first of all.
after that this weekend was a lot of fun. i dont really hav time to type alot but i ended up climbing outa window and onto the roof and then off the roof by ladder..haha. yeah and me jon sandra and robyn hav tons of fun haha. i cant wait for pictures. we did some marrow road thing and that scared the shit outa me and i definately dont like middle of nowhere places and things that involve going into the woods. but me and sandra r much stronger than robyn and jon who couldnt even walk their ass towards the woods lol. i swear i went 30
hope i didnt get u in a lot of trouble sandra! ur dad scared me alot lol.
rant: some ppl piss me off by saying shit they shouldnt and then lying and assuming im just stupid. yeah the end.
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November 05
ok well today was a fun day. jon took me for a walk in the woods lol. it turned out to be pretty fun. he climbed a tree and then ripped a sock haha and in 2 years we r gunna go see if its back there lol. i think i took the whole damn woods back with me on my sweater lol. neways that was cool and then we met sandra at taco bell and had a nice lil talk with her and her brother. omg freakin 7th and 8th grade...horrible. lol. yeah then me and jon went to my moms to get him some medicine and then to get ronnie. swung by my dads. dropped jon off. went to wendys with ronnie. went home. now im here and ER is on. yes im so freakin excited!
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December 05
i am so excited for this weekend. tonight i dno what im doing really but sandra might be comin down so thatll be cool. prolly gotta watch haley tonight so whatever. play some board games lol. yeah fun shit.
saturday however is gunna be awesome cuz the bests r gettin together for a lil party at my house. yay :) its been too damn long. neway yeah im excited. mos calling steven and it should be all set.
well thats pretty much my whole weekend. gotta chill with dad at some point. maybe sunday.
call me ppl
so yeah thats my really long year in a nutshell. most of the pretty good stuff is in there.
comment on ur favorite moments ppl!