Fun weekend
Having fun on the weekend as a goal is working out fine. Got to play with electricity last night. What a hoot. Even though the people I was playing with said it would be more intense if I took my clothes off, but since I have only seen these people play not necessarly know them, I declined. I told them once I got to know them better I would have no problem being naked, but it was still a hoot. My BDSM world seems to be getting bigger every week, yea for me. I'm working on being a litte more relaxed with people, and trying to convince myself that I don't have to know someone 2-3 years before I can let my sheilds down and let them in to play with me. I hope it doesn't mean I'm a slut or anything, for wanting people to flog me and play with me. I think I might need to work on being closer to the slut in me, that might be my next project.