Dec 01, 2007 18:47
adam is amazing. hes so perfect all the time. went over there after school yesterday and we layed around all day watching movies, then he came over for dinner with me and my moma and we had a fire outback and talked about everything.. school, ex's etc. i feel like our feelings are rushing so fast, and im trying to slow it down but i just cant. then at midnight i went back to his house for more cuddle time, mom told me to be home by 2,i ended up falling asleep in his arms all night, and woke up at 7 this morning to an angry mothers phone call.. she tore me a new asshole this morning, and currently wont speak to me.
i understand her being mad and concerned. ive known the kid for like a week. not even. but i dont understand the fact that ive been doing whatever i wanted since i was 14 years old. freshman year having parties at my house, drinking every weekend, staying out all night. since i was freakin 14! while she would be over her boyfriends house for weeks at a time. and now that im turning 18 in 3 months im getting rules? am i the only one that sees something wrong with this picture? i would understand if i had set rules throughout my years of growing up, but i havent, and now im having trouble following them. ive raised myself, i can make my own decisions. thanks.
i get that its las vegas, its sin city, its full of crazy psychos. but i know the difference between dangerous and harmless people. and hurting me is the last thing he would ever want to do because he makes it clear everytime im with him. i just know.
so miss commitment phobics' wall is starting to crumble. the feeling is so peculiar.
hes the cutest thing in existence. im just blown away.
im just staying in tonight just in case. maybe going to the gym or something.
sabres game was frickin crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!