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So I just dropped my truck off to be fixed. The transmission leaks so bad that I have to put a quart of fluid in every time I go somewhere. I took it to F&W but wayne wasn't there. The guy who I talked to looked as though he had no idea what I was talking to. I mentioned my mom (Wayne always talks to her about the truck) and he looked at me like "who?" I hope it works out alright.
I saw Jason's uncle Nathan today in his new car. It doesn't seem like a Woodbury car, I guess thats why Nathan would always refer to it as Cristy's Car. He reminded me of Jason. I thought of how he was doing, I wondered if this time without speaking really will help him or if it will make him more bitter. I wondered how long it will be before he calls me. I've been trying not to think about him, so as not to urge myself into calling him again and messing everything up. that hasn't worked. I still talk about him to everyone, Jess, Rachel, Mom. He's even come up a few times to Matt. I read his LJ and saw that he asked the IHOP girl out, that surprised me, but I'm happy that he did find interest in her. I don't know if it was sincere interest or not, but either way I'm happy (not happy that she said no).
I'm really nervous about this Matt that I'm sure you all have heard about...if not from me than from Jason, who I know has at least talked to my sister about him. the problem is that I really like him, but I'm afraid that he's just playing games with me. From what I've noticed it doesn't seem to be in his character, but then aren't those the ones you need to watch out for the most. The thing is that every time I'm with him I just smile. I can't help it. I've even tried not to an a few occasions. He seems to smile a lot when he's with me too, which is nice. But he's not very open; thats one thing that I'm not used to. Jason was always open with me. But to be fair I'm not completely open with him either. I don't know...I'm just really nervous...I've never been this nervous. (sigh) We're going to a formal salsa dance in April. It's to raise money for the OneWorld Foundation. Jess invited me. She's so sweet. Well I must be off. I think I've written a book already.
Leah
I saw Jason's uncle Nathan today in his new car. It doesn't seem like a Woodbury car, I guess thats why Nathan would always refer to it as Cristy's Car. He reminded me of Jason. I thought of how he was doing, I wondered if this time without speaking really will help him or if it will make him more bitter. I wondered how long it will be before he calls me. I've been trying not to think about him, so as not to urge myself into calling him again and messing everything up. that hasn't worked. I still talk about him to everyone, Jess, Rachel, Mom. He's even come up a few times to Matt. I read his LJ and saw that he asked the IHOP girl out, that surprised me, but I'm happy that he did find interest in her. I don't know if it was sincere interest or not, but either way I'm happy (not happy that she said no).
I'm really nervous about this Matt that I'm sure you all have heard about...if not from me than from Jason, who I know has at least talked to my sister about him. the problem is that I really like him, but I'm afraid that he's just playing games with me. From what I've noticed it doesn't seem to be in his character, but then aren't those the ones you need to watch out for the most. The thing is that every time I'm with him I just smile. I can't help it. I've even tried not to an a few occasions. He seems to smile a lot when he's with me too, which is nice. But he's not very open; thats one thing that I'm not used to. Jason was always open with me. But to be fair I'm not completely open with him either. I don't know...I'm just really nervous...I've never been this nervous. (sigh) We're going to a formal salsa dance in April. It's to raise money for the OneWorld Foundation. Jess invited me. She's so sweet. Well I must be off. I think I've written a book already.
Leah