eight )( phone; filtered from drones
[Feferi failed her anti-Condesce and anti-Scratch filters.]
I'm tired. Not even physically, just really emoceanally drained. It's been a rough...I don't even remember how long I've been here anemonemore. But the seas are so rough and I feel like flotsam and jetsam just floating out there.
How do people deal with it? I'm just worn out from the constant cycling between panic and calm, panic and calm. I don't know how to feel about everything because I don't know when it will get twisted or taken away. And I can't even...there's no gray area anymore. It's either okay or I panic because I get hurt or I die or someone I care about gets hurt or dies. Or there's a threat to them. Or something.
Ugh. I don't even know what I'm saying anemonemore...
I'm tired. Not even physically, just really emoceanally drained. It's been a rough...I don't even remember how long I've been here anemonemore. But the seas are so rough and I feel like flotsam and jetsam just floating out there.
How do people deal with it? I'm just worn out from the constant cycling between panic and calm, panic and calm. I don't know how to feel about everything because I don't know when it will get twisted or taken away. And I can't even...there's no gray area anymore. It's either okay or I panic because I get hurt or I die or someone I care about gets hurt or dies. Or there's a threat to them. Or something.
Ugh. I don't even know what I'm saying anemonemore...