day 6
so today i woke up at 11 to the ringing of my cell phone and it was none other then thea, but i didnt know, so i didnt answer. i did get to talk to her, and it felt good to hear her voice. i cant say it enough. i miss that girl. well i skipped wrestling practice today so im gonnna have to go tomorrow... and i have no idea what else im doing. today was a bad day. okay well phil, his cousin joe, anthony, charlie, rob, joe lampi, aaron, mike, cody, and ian and my lil bro all came over and we had a gynormous game of texas holdem... and i lost about 20 bucks. yeah i was pretty heart broken. then i went over nates and played more texas holdem, and i put in another 20 bucks, but i won it back and some... but i won about 50 the other night so its all straight... im about even. im never playing that game again. except for probably tomorrow. yeah i need to get a life, its fun tho... i mean i dont play to win money. i just do it to hang out with the guys... you know... and if i win 50 bucks then hey thats pretty sweet. im not addicting to gambling... i can quit anytime i want. but im not gonna cuz im not a quitter either... i just say im gonna quit but i dont... well maybe i am addicted gambling but id rather be that then a quitter, and thats where my morals stand. i just need some better luck... okay this is jason hawkins saying good night. "good night."