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fasting, its good for the soul. except that i can't tell when i am hungry until i get all lethargic. exercise is good, except i need to learn when to stop. walking is good, except even santa cruz feels like i am pacing in a cage. i need adventure. maybe i'll go vist people, the metaphysics retreat with stephanie will be entertaining at least. new. i need it badly, my muse is dieing, haha.
i am not as depressed as one may come to believe reading these entries. Even when i feel lost, sad, angry, lonely, sick, WHATEVER i am always happy, which makes all the difference. ANd i get along with mum now, so i have support from home. these two things make my situation totally different from a few months ago.
Cc/Fawn
i am not as depressed as one may come to believe reading these entries. Even when i feel lost, sad, angry, lonely, sick, WHATEVER i am always happy, which makes all the difference. ANd i get along with mum now, so i have support from home. these two things make my situation totally different from a few months ago.
Cc/Fawn