"I can see through you, see the real you"
I was on my home from work and "Outside"came on the radio. I just closed my eyes and listened. ( no i wasn't driving) It reminded me of better days. God what I wouldn't give to see her again. I want to see her to know that she is well and happy and I want to see her to laugh in her face, and tell her how much of a bitch i've become. I do so want to be a stoned cold bitch. It never pays off to be logical and practical at all times. Of course I also can't be morose all the time either. I suppose I will just be sarcastic and cold as usual.
Epiphany is such a gorgeous song. I want a new cat to keep mine company, and I want to name it love. I want it to be a narcissistic bitch so they name would fit properly. hmm narcissistic bitch sounds like someone I remember. fucking ice queen.
Epiphany -Staind
Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear.
Oh-ho
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.
So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way.
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away.
'Cause I can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart,
Or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart.
Oh-ho
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.
I am nothing more than
a little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
Yet I always try to hide.
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.
I want to write now.
Epiphany is such a gorgeous song. I want a new cat to keep mine company, and I want to name it love. I want it to be a narcissistic bitch so they name would fit properly. hmm narcissistic bitch sounds like someone I remember. fucking ice queen.
Epiphany -Staind
Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear.
Oh-ho
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.
So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way.
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away.
'Cause I can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart,
Or dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart.
Oh-ho
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.
I am nothing more than
a little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
Yet I always try to hide.
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed.
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.
I want to write now.