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Okay so today was like the worst day of my life! I spent the night at my best friends house and so I had to come this morning to do some shit for my mum. Well I got home at about 1:00 p.m. and waent on the computer...and at around 2:00 p.m. my mum told me she was going to the store, and I was like okay w/e I don't really care, cause she always does...and like ten minutes after she left my grandma called, and I was like hello, and she asked em if my mum was home and I told her no so she started cryin and then she told me my great grandma had passed away a little while before she had called me :'( ...so then I burst into tears, and then I started crying even harder because I knew I had to tell my mum. So I tried to call my dad to see where hewas and he didn't awnser his cell so I just kept crying. Then finally my dad called and said he was almost home so I was like THANK GOD! so I told him and he said he would tell her. So I went into my room and layed on my bed and cried a little bit more, then I came out to see if my mum was okay, and of corse she was upset, but she was okay. So I called up my best friends and asked them if they would go to church with me and my one best friend Lisa said she would... So we went to church and when I got there I was okay, but I was still a little upset, but my friend was there so I felt a little better. Like a half hour into the service I started to cry a bit, so she tried to console me and I felt okay. After the service my youth paster came over to me and asked me to step up front so the youth group(well the 7 ppl that were there), and him could pray for me, so I did and as soon as I got up there my friend Lisa gave me a huge hug and I burst into tears again...and I cried for about 5 minutes and we left. Lisa, Heather, Jesse, and I went out to eat after. We spent about an hour there and then Lisa and I had to run to the store for her mum and then we went to our friend Drew's house after we picked up her sis, and our other friend Jon. We stayed there for about an hour and a half, and then I had to take them all home, and I came home and started to chat with all my friends...and then I decided I needed to get all my feelings out so I wrote this entry...now i'm gona continue to chat for a while longer then i'm gona go to bed cause I have to work ( babysit) tomorrow at 10:00 a.m., so if you have a comment I would greatly appreciate it..thank everyone who wants to be there for me I love you all...
<3 Ashley
<3 Ashley