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Dear L.J I feel like there will always be a M.B story. But in reality this might be the last one. Im checking my motives and where my heart is and actually trying to love myself. So here it goes, the last M.B story. We started sleeping together again and it was amazing. And we would have some pretty ok conversations. We'd call eachother baby kiss in the mouth talk about our family and make some pretty funny jokes. We'd talk about his wife and how they didnt sleep together, she lived upstairs and he lived downstairs. Basically that they werent together. So imagine my surprise when we got a room together before I had to go to work and he shushs me so he could talk to his wife. The first time it was cool I washed off to find off I was spotting. I told him and he.... Its really not something I want to relive. And wow I want to relive everything this is just something Im going to have to let go of.