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is it egotistical to think that a friend like likes you? i mean, there has definately been evidence, but part of me is rationalizing that i could just feel that way so i don't feel like an unattractive blob. and i hope that's what's happening, because i like friends. way more than i like relationships.
have i finally gotten to that magical point that everyone single for long enough hopes for? that they actually ARE NOT interested in having a relationship? (as opposed to just saying that in front of your family members/happily relationshipped friends)
perhaps.
except for him.
oh him, you never are out of my mind long enough for me to actually develop a real like on someone else.
this weekend at home was good in some ways. not good in that the full weight of what it will be like to live at home again hit me (in a word, ass), but i feel some motivation to get some shit done. and, hey, as much as i like the person i am now, i have to admit that i have been pretty unhappy for a while. i have to figure out what that's about.
amanda
have i finally gotten to that magical point that everyone single for long enough hopes for? that they actually ARE NOT interested in having a relationship? (as opposed to just saying that in front of your family members/happily relationshipped friends)
perhaps.
except for him.
oh him, you never are out of my mind long enough for me to actually develop a real like on someone else.
this weekend at home was good in some ways. not good in that the full weight of what it will be like to live at home again hit me (in a word, ass), but i feel some motivation to get some shit done. and, hey, as much as i like the person i am now, i have to admit that i have been pretty unhappy for a while. i have to figure out what that's about.
amanda