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okay so about that whole long distance thing being okay.
i take it back.
last night with scott i exploded for no reason.
but there was a reason cuz it was like a bus hit me and i realized,
our relationship since he's left has plateaued.
and yes i have changed, but only because everything around me has,
and i feel like a chunk is missing somewhere
i don't know what it is but i just feel................
ugh i'm not sure!
weird, maybe?
different obviously.
sadder definitely.
lost somewhat..?
confused all over. :/