oh it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love.....
I don't know how else to deal with this shit. I've said time and again that I can't stand liars, and yet, I find myself surrounded by them. Just because you "forget" to tell someone something, doesn't mean you didn't lie. Lying by omission, if you ask me, can actually be more damaging. Given my current situation, had I known the truth, I would have dealt with things very differently. I could have said different things that might have made a great impact, or at least, opened up a whole new line of thinking. But, by not being told the entire truth, I was being manipulated into saying exactly what someone wanted to hear, and that is beyond laaaaame. If the only way you can get someone to "be on your side" is to lie to them, then they're not really on your side. Admit that you fucked up, and take steps to correct your mistakes.
I can't stand people who sit around just waiting for things to go away, or hoping that they'll fix themselves. It's bullshit, and deep down, they know it's bullshit. They just aren't strong enough to stand up and admit they were wrong. Well, fuck that, and fuck you for getting me involved. Fuck you for not having the balls to tell me the whole story because you were afraid of looking like a dumb fuck. Fuck you for not being honest from the very beginning. And most importantly, fuck you for being in such deep denial that you actually believe the bullshit you say. People like that are pathetic. I am so done with all this non-sense drama!
I am so tired of trying to help people who have done nothing to deserve it, and don't listen for shit when I tell them what I think. I'm not just saying this because it sounds good, and fuck you, if that's why you think I'm saying it. And if you don't like this blog, fuck you double. I don't need your permission to speak my mind. You can kiss my ass if you don't like it. I am so pissed off right now. Seriously. I am dangerously pissed off. I just want to scream. At one person in particular......
So....for whoever reads this....and it will only be read by a select few.....only one of you will really know what I'm talking about here. This quote will definitely touch you, because you taught it to me. "Once said, always said. I will hold the past over your head. I'll speak my mind whenever I feel slight. I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge. Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you." -Brand New
That quote isn't aimed at you, but you know exactly what I'm talking about.....
I can't stand people who sit around just waiting for things to go away, or hoping that they'll fix themselves. It's bullshit, and deep down, they know it's bullshit. They just aren't strong enough to stand up and admit they were wrong. Well, fuck that, and fuck you for getting me involved. Fuck you for not having the balls to tell me the whole story because you were afraid of looking like a dumb fuck. Fuck you for not being honest from the very beginning. And most importantly, fuck you for being in such deep denial that you actually believe the bullshit you say. People like that are pathetic. I am so done with all this non-sense drama!
I am so tired of trying to help people who have done nothing to deserve it, and don't listen for shit when I tell them what I think. I'm not just saying this because it sounds good, and fuck you, if that's why you think I'm saying it. And if you don't like this blog, fuck you double. I don't need your permission to speak my mind. You can kiss my ass if you don't like it. I am so pissed off right now. Seriously. I am dangerously pissed off. I just want to scream. At one person in particular......
So....for whoever reads this....and it will only be read by a select few.....only one of you will really know what I'm talking about here. This quote will definitely touch you, because you taught it to me. "Once said, always said. I will hold the past over your head. I'll speak my mind whenever I feel slight. I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge. Take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you." -Brand New
That quote isn't aimed at you, but you know exactly what I'm talking about.....