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valentine's day is nearing... a day that would have been 3 years to the day had collin and I stayed together.
I know that I should be moving on with my life... people are always telling me that. They say stupid, trite shit and think they understand.
They don't.
and i CAN'T FUCKING MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. LIFE DOES NOT JUST GO ON AS NORMAL AFTER SUCH A LOVE. I AM FUCKING PARALYEZED HERE--IM A FUCKING AMPUTEE.
i feel like my heart has been riped out of my chest.
i know eveyone thinks i am just being melodramatic
but they don't know.
no one knows
what a love like that does to a person.
and i don't know if i can ever get over it.
I know that I should be moving on with my life... people are always telling me that. They say stupid, trite shit and think they understand.
They don't.
and i CAN'T FUCKING MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. LIFE DOES NOT JUST GO ON AS NORMAL AFTER SUCH A LOVE. I AM FUCKING PARALYEZED HERE--IM A FUCKING AMPUTEE.
i feel like my heart has been riped out of my chest.
i know eveyone thinks i am just being melodramatic
but they don't know.
no one knows
what a love like that does to a person.
and i don't know if i can ever get over it.