it's that time again...
I hate that paralyzing anxiety that comes over me when I feel overwhelmed. Like I read someone's post and they mentioned transcripts so I was like "yeah..gotta get those" then i was like "but first i should get my community service packet done so my hours are on there." then it was like well i also have to decide/fill out envelopes for the places i want my transcripts sent to. theenn: i have to do my essays for common app, UF, brown, bowdoin, and who knows where else. and i have to contact the 3 schools i'm forwarding my app to through questbridge to say/ask i dunno- something about is that app sufficient or should i send scores to you directly, do i still have to pay the app fee? etc. and i have to finish the damn apps for USF, UF, and common app BESIDES the essays. ugh- all those mini essay things.
so anyway i'm sitting here freaking out and then wondering why i don't just DO something so that it's one less thing i have to do/worry out about but i'm so freaked out that I can't concentrate on doing anything! so anyway, at least i've finished reading for IM, now i have to "review" on sparknotes, for the line test, and for some crappy math test but i've decided to work on my common app essay and USF app, since those are the two easiest and most concrete things right now (for my common app essay i just have to shorten one i used for questbridge).
then i'll see about my community service hours thing- i've resolved to do that by the end of the week so hopefully i can get transcripts out next week at the latest. or i might just send out the trancripts without the community service, we'll see how panicky i get.
bleh and congrats if you actually got this far.